| well, my family came back home. they had left for a show in hern tx. i enjoyed my time alone but i'm glad they're back. i was about finished chillin at the trailer anyway. it all ended when mary was tryin to take a nap. everyone kept waking her up (not me though). so before she went to sleep she told audj to wake her about 8. so 5 after 8 i went over to her and tried to wake her. i layed my head on her and said 'mary. it's after 8'. pissed her off. she said everyone kept waking her up. so i took my cue and left. i know she didn't mean it but we usually have trouble at the end of weekends where we spend the entire time together. i took my cue and now i'm here. juno sucks. i will preach that for a long time. juno sucks. they cancled my acocunts and said that i had too many. so much for loopholes. oh, well. i can shell out 20 bucks to pay for it. i just won't eat the expensive meals. i can live off of sonic. i just hope that work will stay busy. speaking of work. i don't think i'm going to go tomorrow. my head has seriously been bothering me. i've had allergies for a while now but they hit me hard last week. i have had a constant headache for about 4 days (the drinking didn't help he,he). and maria is there so it's not like i'm leaving them hanging. and i'm planning on working a full day on tuesday and wednesday so i'll make up for it. whitters called. i'm seriously mad at andy. she went and broke whitters heart. you can fuck me over all you want. i care but i'm tough, i can take it. but don't you mess with one of my friends (if it were mary or audj, i'd go kick her ass, bet me i wouldn't). whitters has been nothing but good to me and andy and andy fucked her over. whitters was straight/questioning. andy knew that and went for her anyway. she knew what she was getting herself into. then andy lied to whitters and then gave her an ultomatum. then told her that she (andy) had slept with dana. dana is not a good person. i know i am judging but she fucked over mary. i have only had two encounters with dana and that was prior to knowing about her screwing over mary. anyway, andy fucked dana. she had whitters who cared for her more than anything and she went with the one who would fuck her. i haven't been in the situation to the degree that whitters has but i got burned by andy (just read earlier entries, especially those in and around red). i got burned three times and i ain't gonna take it again. whitters hurts none the less. she's been crying. kills me. i'm waiting to hear what she said about her conversation. it kills me to think of andy and dana together. not because i have issues in that area, but because it kills me to see that andy is self destructing in a way and taking others with her. damnit. well, enough of that. noting i can do. i hope mary is better tomorrow. PEACE OUT |