| hey. long day. long weekend. i'm sunburned and exhausted. i'm looking forward to bed tonight. i was drinking last night so i stayed at the trailer and slept on the couch. i'm due for some good sleep. my new friend myra....been talking to her a lot. it's quite refreshing. i've wanted someone new to talk to about things on my mind. don't get me wrong i love my girls, don't ever doubt that, but i've been the third wheel long enough and i want my own compliment; be it friend, buddy, significant other, online thing, or whatever. work tomorrow. don't really want to go but it will give me something to do till the afternoon and i'm broke. B.R.O.K.E. not even funny anymore. the only thing is that they might not have much for me to do and then everyone will ask about my week off. they will infer that i'm slacking or the like. they'll ask how my weekend was and i'm so tired of playing happy, happy, joy, joy.... i pissed a friend off today. don't think i pissed this friend off 'persay' but i made this friend do something that they might not have done had i not been involved. a comfort thing....oh, well. i bet i'm the only one frettin over this. well, i'm tired so i'm going to wait to see if myra comes online for a while then i'm off to bed. be good to your selves. PEACE OUT |