| haven't written in a while. to tell you the truth, i haven't really felt like it. i've been tired for weeks now. just tired. new meds and stuff. not a lot going on in the outside world, but i got some stuff going on inside. been thinkin a lot. over andy. i mean over. i just hear stuff about her and i.....it's not that i don't care cause i do. i want her to find someone that will make her happy.....but it's like.......gah,i'm glad i'm not rapped up in all that mess. i don't think i could take it. don't get me wrong, in the beginning i would have jumped at the chance but now i see that it was all because she was too much like me. i wanted to give "me" someone i deserve.......me. well, i'm sure that was confusing. we got moving plans....i say we but it has nothing to do with me at all. i'm just helping. cathy has to move to nebraska and i guess that's ok. mary is finally sick off all this mess. but dang, there is so much to move. audj has more cd's than any one else that i know of and all this furnature is going to take forever. but in the long run, it really is the best. rodney won't have as much oppurtunity to get into trouble, nita and jesse eventually want their own place, and we won't hear banging on the cealing or the floor. and it's a double wide so that's gonna be big. it's 9:02 on sunday morning. i was exhausted last night so i went to bed early. damn. i woke up at 7 and realized that the power had gone out. i took duncan out and then fixed one of my clocks. and layed around for a while and now i'm here. swell. i have this class tomorrow where we are doing mock interviews....for the real world or some shit like that. mom took me to the store yesterday and i got a shirt to wear. it's a fubu. i never thought i'd be wearing a fubu. it is blue, french cuffs and was on sale for 15 bucks. originally 45 so i'd say i got a deal. i did my hair purple and i wanted the shirt to match but i didn't get as lucky. oh well. i'm hungry. i had ihop for lunch and dinner yesterday but i'm still wanting to go back. oh, well. i guess i'll get ready and head out. we are going to see the new place for the first time today. tape measure. i need one of those. PEACE OUT |