| i slept too damn much. but i've had an exhausting week. i got sick. like sick in the head and that caused a whole bunch of stuff. anyway i'm better now and that's what counts. went out with whitters and andy last night. felt bad for bailing on audj but i felt like whitters needed to see me and i know that audj and mary need some time together. i'm supposed to go to a party tonight but i don't know if i will. it's at work. but i told audj and mary that i would go so they could go out. so i guess i'm going. i got home last night at about 12:30 and i slept till after 1. that's over 12 hours sleep. damn, that's too much. i was worried about whitters. like.....i don't have to have andy any more. i gave up on that a while back. i know what i want but she doesn't know what she wants, (i don't think). or she does.......but dana is in the picture. why would she go back to a relationship where the other person is always jealous? i guess it's a comfort thing. sometimes the hell you know is easier than the possibility of heaven you don't know. well, i was shootin the shit with andy and all and it came up that i thought i'd die in some freak accident but not a car accident. i had totally forgot about whitters thing with accidents. dude. i felt so bad. she said it was ok and all good but....damn. ok, my head is still a bit cloudy so i'm gonna go wait for my pops to bring me a burger. PEACE OUT. |