| haven't written much lately. haven't really felt like it. just kinda had a lot goin on. one of my dad's students dropped off two chicks (chickens not girls) yesterday. they are dyed red and blue. we don't have anywhere to put them so they are in my room. mr jangles died a few days ago so they are occupying his cage. it killed me that he died but i guess he had the happiest life that he could. i mean he was saved from a snake and fed way too much and spoiled rotten so i gave him the best life i could. haven't talked to whitters or andy and i'm ok with that. in fact, i'm REALLY ok with that. don't get me wrong i love talking to them and hanging with them, but it kills me to know that andy is hanging out with dana. dana is just going to hurt her again and i can't do anything about it. and anyway, if she wanted anything to do with me, she would call. but i'm quite ok with that. i ate too damn much tonight. my stomache aches. and i'm freakin tired. went to procuts tonight so mary could count down the register. renee's friend was there. tomorrow is her birthday. she and i flipped through a magazine and looked at the pictures and made up little sayings for the facings they were making. i didn't even realize i was having fun till we got about half way through the magazine. pretty sure she's straight and all and she's not really my type anyway, but it was nice to laugh with a girl. well, it's about that time and i'm about that tired so i'll be going now. PEACE OUT |