| great day yesterday. mary went out with a friend for coffee all afternoon so that gave audj and i some time together. we had fun. i got amy's album and dido. audj got nelly and a cd from these twins. oh, yeah. good looking (the dark haird one. i just have to get her to bleach her hair blonde.) tired yesterday. i was knocked out by 11:30. and then i woke up at nine and couldn't go back to sleep. i hate that. dunc woke me up. he jumps around and stuff and it's impossible to fall asleep again. debating on going to breakfast with my mom or not. i'd rather go to the apartment and paint. my family still thinks i'm going with them to my grandmothers. i still haven't been asked. i was told. so i don't know. i'm pretty sure i can deal with going to audj's mom's tomorrow and i haven't been to the book store in a long time. besides, jay is going with us. so i guess i want to go with audj and not my grandma's. i don't know.... got cut off from andy yesterday. one day i'll start paying for internet and that'll be fixed. anyway, i tried to call and apollogize but she never picked up and i didn't leave a message. maybe i should have. i'm ok with it though. it's wierd. even if she wants to go out with dana or go back to krys or find some other chick, i'm ok with that. she doesn't know what she's missing with me but i can't do anything about that. it's her broblem. i'll listen but..... so she asked me if i wanted to do something on thursday with her. i said yes, cause i do. i enjoy hangin with her. but when i asked what we'd do, she said we'd figure it out. and then after i called and all...i'm thinkin she might bail. i'm not gonna plan on it but the thought is in the back of my mind. you know, just in case. audj just got the new sims game. she loves it. it's cool. i bet money if she's up, she's playin it. gotta love that. now it's 10am. i guess i could take a shower and get ready. that'll eat up another hour or so. or i could download a song. i'll but the lyrics up. not sayin who or why. just what i'm thinking. ya'll have a good day. be kind to yourself and to the others around you. PEACE OUT |