i worked roughly 21 hours this week. that's a lot for me. off from school all week so i worked. ching, ching. not to everyone else but to me?, major ching ching.

told jeannie i was gay. er, rather she asked and i answered. it's so much easier that way. when someone asks and i answer. i got nothing to hide from them. she asked me to go to lunch with her and a bunch of the guys, but i asked for a rain check. she didn't believe me cause i've turned her down so many times befor. but we're supposed to go on wednesday. we'll see.

things are much better between audj and i. we're almost completely tight again. i'm almost to that point where the apartment feels like home. i just wish i didn't have to worry about staying over there too long. got to work on that. ok, i'm tired so i'm gonna leave you with a song. not gonna say who it's to or why. just a song.

PEACE OUT
hey finally get a day off. no school, no work. just me.........i'm bored. i'm talking to andy through IM but i'm still bored. i'm thinkof taking a nap but only cause i got nothein else to do. audj's sleeping and mary has the day off but i think i should give them some time to themselves and me some time to myslef. they didn't see each other at all yesterday.
Touch my skin and tell me what your thinking,
take my hand and show me where we're going
Lie down next to me,
look into my eyes and tell me,
oh tell me what you're seeing

So sit on top of the world and tell me how you're feeling,
what you feel now is what I feel for you
Take my hand and if I'm lying to you,
I'll always be alone, if I'm lying to you

See my eyes, they carry your reflection,
watch my lips and hear the words I'm telling you
Give your trust to me and look into my heart and show me,
show me what you're doing

So sit on top of the world and tell me how you're feeling,
what you feel is what I feel for you
Take my hand and if I'm lying to you,
I'll always be alone, if I'm lying to you

Take your time, if I'm lying to you,
I know you'll find that you believe me, you believe me
Feel the sun on your face and tell me what you're thinking
Catch the snow on your tongue and show me how it tastes
Take my hand and if I'm lying to you, I'll always be alone,
if I'm lying to you
Take your time and if I'm lying to you,
I know you'll find that you believe me, you believe me
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