i need some meds. i've gone too long with out them. i can feel the beast inside me. he's in my thoughts, and in my body. i'm not thinking right. plains bother me. things have to be virtical or horizontal. nothing in between....i tried the latest. just took my first dose, well almost. i looked at the possible and percentages of side effects and i chickened out. 25% chance of increase in appitite. i'm already always hungry. what am i gonna do, start eating my pillows? so i decided after today that i'd give it a shot. it's desolvable. when i put it in, it burned my tounge. i kept it in just long enough for it to completly liquify. i spit it out but i think i swallowed about half of it. i'm already sleepy. so now i've got this bad taste in my mouth.
went to tanya's for a house warming party.i love tanya and all the other chicks from the shop but today wasn't right. don't know how to splain it 'cept like that. things weren't right. then we went to audj's mom. she was pissed off. so i'm feelin real low and stuff, trying to calm down in the back seat. i'm chillin. then audj put in the live sarah album. great. now i'd be able to relax. audj wouldn't play but three or four songs all the way through. and on top of all that, i wanted to call 'andy' but didn't know what to say. she won't pick up. her voice mail would and i didn't want to talk to her recording. i wanted to talk to her. not that i had anything to say. i just needed a distraction from it all. so.....
i'm tired now. here are some pics of pink. i promise i won't be too obsessed much longer.
PEACE OUT
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