| i had a better day today than i've had in a while. i woke up after sleeping in for a while. my med's have worn off....almost completely. i'm still kinda dizzy. i did have a rough night sleeping wise last night but i got to sleep in so it wasn't all that bad. i went to class and he let us out early so that was good. then i came back and ended up going to the dentist with audj. i was nervous for her. i admit it. then we all ended up at the apartment where we chilled. mary and nita made ribs (yummmm). i did call shannon back and told her i'd go with her on sunday. i made that decision. i'm pretty much convinced that it's gonna be like this evertime i talk to her. cause i get all nervous and she plays that tough girl thing. i think it's kinda cute sometimes so i don't mind. i'm gonna look at it like this, nothing's gonna happen cause she doesn't know what she wants. i know what i want and i can't let myself settle for anything less. (even if i might think i want it) it doesn't look like she's gonna realize any time soon that all the things she's mentioned in the past that she wants could very well be standing right infront of her and she doesn't even see it. i'm not saying that person is me. i thought that at one time but i don't know now. and if she's still got her sight set on krys or dana......well, they might be blocking her view of others. i am glad that she and whitters are tight. i like whitters. she's cool and seems somewhat fragle to me. when i'm around her, i don't want to let anyone touch her cause she might break. i know...sounds corny but some people just come across that way to me. not a bad thing, just something i've noticed. well, i guess that's about it. i'm tired and morgan got home today so i guess i'll go hang with her. peace out to all my peeps |