| been a day or two now. i'm sittin at home eatin corn dogs. my sister went shopping and broght them back. she also bought this kid's ketchup that's green. i mean it. green. looks gross, tastes good. things have calmed down on the homefront a bit. but it's an erie calm. feels like something's gonna ripple the water any time now. went fishing with the girls this weekend. man, you should have seen the look on audj's face. she had the time of her life. i had a blast also. audj would get her line stuck and mary would try and get it unstuck and then cut the line and i'd put a new floaty and jig on it. school sucks. just want to get the hell out and i feel stuck again. but more than getting out of texas, i want all of this with mary to be ok. i know it will. somehow it'll work out. i know that. i just don't like waiting for it. and i love the law. it's rules and boundries and i like to argue when i know i'm right. but this time it's personal. i've usually always gone by the book but this time it's not so by the book. strange. had a dream last night that i got hitched. i don't remember seeing her or anyone else, i just remember that i was wearing a tux and i was happy but scared as hell. in a way, that dream is self explainatory. guess that's it for now. i'm going to bed. one love |