piss me off. try it. just do it. i dare someone to punch me and see how far they get. touch me, just look at me. see how far you get. i am just so fuckin pissed. at myself, at my father, at this whole goddam world. sucks. i'm tired of it. sick of it. hate my job. hate school. hate myself. so tired of all this shit. wanted to cry all day but didn't. now i've got this bitchin headache behind my right eye. if i could do it without people talkin, i'd pop my eye out of my fuckin head. bet me i won't do it. i want to peel the skin off my bones. i'd do that too. i'd do a lot of things but i'm such a looser that all i care about is what every goddam person thinks about me. my dog is layin on my bed lickin and scratchin. if i didn't love him, and it was someone i hated, i'd punch him. deck him. you need the shit beat out of someone, call me right now and i'll do it. i swere. my fuckin father is out of town. left me with my mom and my sister. something happens to her, no one to take care of her. bastard. just tried printing all this shit out for class tomorrow. didn't work.
all i want to do is sit here and cry and my dog won't leave me alone. he wants me to pet him. damnn!!!damn. goddammit. fuck this shit. fuck it all. i don't need you. any of you. fuck it all. i quit. |