| ok. long day. i'm tired. not as much physically as i am mentally. i'm just drained....i don't know. some days are harder than others. i haven't been taking my meds and i know that has something to do with it. my mom still isn't back from the hospital and that has something to do with it. but most of all i'm just kinda here and i don't know why. it's not the perverbial "why am i here" question. i'm just stuck here and it's kinda lonely. i'm not even in the mood for 'friends'. it's on tv. it's funny don't get me wrong, i'm just not in the mood. i am in the mood for a tattoo. i've wanted a new one for a while now and i watched audj get one but i just don't have the money for one right now. i have to wait till this friday when i get paid. i'm working as much as i can at work so i should get at least $200. and i already have $50. i guess i can either get the indigo one i want or i can get an armband. i want one with an eagle feather on it....my feet hurt from standing today. i stood for eight and a half straight hours and walked about a mile. i'm almost finished with this set of 20 signs though. takin forever. ok i guess i'm done for now. i fed my rat and my dog. now i'm gonna chill for a while, maybe surf around and do some homework. later- |