| 1-11-00 12:33pm been in class an hour and all redy i'm set to goet out of here. audj won't get off owrk for another hour or so, that's the only good reason i can think of to stay. if i knew that she was at home right now....damn i'd have to nail myself to my chair or something. audj had a better day yesterday. i'm glad. don't like it when she's upset. she says she now realizes that there's no way she'll be able to afford the wedding she wants. i agree. but i'm gonna do my best to give her a special wedding. i've got to talk more about it with mary, but i think it'll work. she (audj) compared me to kate last night. damn, i knew that i've been having an off week or so but damn. had no idea i was screwing up that bad. but i think we're ok now. and the thing is, if it were anyone else, i'd be wiggin out. but since it's audj....i don't know. i know they'll still be around. i know that in the end, it'll be the three of us if nothing else. so i know that for now, at least for today, for this moment, i'm ok and it's all good. hope i have more moments like these. class is about to start. the teach will wak back in any moment now. this will be an interesting class. i'm gladd that it will be eventfull. shomething's gotta keep me here. my motto for this quarter is the same as last quarter and the quarter before: don't give in. it's from amy. she wrote 'skeletons in the closet of a southern family, the numbing of americca, don't give in.' i'm gettin that tattooed somewhere. i think it's time to design anew tattoo. yea, that would work. watched some of that special on MTV on hatcrimes. that stuff bothers me. pisses me off. not only cause some of it hits close to home, but i don't get how someone can do that to someone else. i just don't fathem that. hey, the teach is back. later days. |