So yesterday was a long day. i know it was my sister's birthday and all but i just had one of those days. i was still sick and all. i'm sure that's what started it. after work i went to the appartment and audj was sleeping. she slept for 3 hours and then i woke her cause she had to go pick up mary at work. i didn't go cause i thouht we'd have something going on at home for morgan's birthday. there wasn't so i got on line. i called the house to see how cathy was doing and to see why audj was so tired. they weren't there but called when they got back. audj said that she realized that she wasn't gonna get the wedding she wants. she even talked about post ponning it. uh, no. i don't think so. she's having that wedding wether she likes it or not. so i surffed the net for over three hours and found a place to have a reception.....only it's gonna cost $1500. so i have to think of something else. and i think i did. i talked to na-na and i think it's gonna work. i told mary that we didn't have to move to colorado in september. i'll be ok. i'll probably find an appartment in town somewhere but i won't stay at home. na said she needs a room mate. you know, that could work. i could shack up with her till we're ready to move to colorado. the only thing is i've got tis feeling that if i don't get out now, i don't know that i'll ever get out. texas has this effect on people. if you don't leave when you can, you never will. and i've heard that it pulls you back in. you'll move away and then come back. don't want that to happen to me.
went by the shop today and i talked mary into shaving my head. all right. i got an 8 on top and a 1 all around. i'm happy. and when audj saw it, she didn't even seem mad. she's in a good mood or something. i'm glad. she had a rough day yesterday.
thinking....kinda nervous about leaving. i don't want to depend on mary. i know i will have to a little cause i have no clue what i'm doing, but still. this is supposed to be my big move. my main concern is that i have a job that pays enough for me to pull my weight. i'm still searching. well, that's all for now. i'll add a song to my lyrics page and then class will start and i'll go home. |
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