No real meaning
Just letters put in groups
No real meaning
My love is much greater
Than a couple words in a bunch
I would love to show you
What I feel
I just cant think of a way
To explain the feelings I have
Please forgive me for not showing
But just know one thing
I love your more than words can explain.
"More than Words"
Why must you be so shallow?
In your own world
Were nothing can hurt
Wake up to find revelation
Nothing as you dreamed
Different from your fairy tale
Now do you see
Im just like you
And your just like me
"Exactly Different"
What you have until it goes
You cant see
Until it ends
You didn't notice
Until it was gone
Take time to stop and notice,
Because once it is gone,
You cant ever have it again
"Gone"
I hate it all
I just want to quit
I constantly getting put down
I always getting shit
For the amusement of others
I still don't get
I am supposed to have you
Your supposed to get me through
You don't do anything
But add to the stress
The pure hate I have
I wish I could give up
Quit life all together
I think of it always
Never giving in, knowing better
I sit here now
Laughing at myself
Still contemplating
Whether to be set free
"free"
You just don't know
You have no idea
What you do to me
Every time I see you
My day is made
You might think that
There is less than I believe
But it doesn't matter
You still mean the world to me
I hope our paths meet again one day
So I can see how much you've changed
But I know you will still be the same person,
Inside of the beauty you show
I wish we would have known each other earlier
We could have been good friends
That just shows you,
You never know what good it is till it ends
I am taking this time
To say one last goodbye
And I pray everyday
That our paths may meet again
"Paths"
All this life
I want it to go away
With one cut of a knife
It seems so easy
So careless
Yet the wound
Makes up for the unfairness
I think about what I deal with
The pain, suffering, despair
I feel nothing at all
I feel no one that cares
You say you do
You say you love me
I find it hard to believe
After the pictures I see
The images in my head
Are clear as day
You don't love me
That's just what you say
This time alone
Has been great for me
It has given me time to reflect
To truly see
What is important in this life
Completely nothing
I used to think I had you
I thought had I something
I truly found out
What I had
Were nothing but empty feelings
That's why it hurts so bad
I sit here
Staring at the knife
The one thing object
That will make everything alright
I cut with care
Not to scream or over react
But to cherish all the pain I deserve
For the sense I may of lacked
"get even"
I want to be with myself
Collecting my thoughts
Inside of my head
I see the love
I see the greatness of you
I see the hate
I see the hate of the world
It drenches everyone
I want to be left alone
To be forgotten
To heal my scars
To get in touch
With myself
The inner me
I see the thoughts
They are warped
I see the hate
Not for people
But for myself
The inner me
I am standing
Alone yet again
On the stage
I stand
Ever so still
Looking at my inner self
Staring
At what I see
Am I so stupid
Am I just nothing
I dont matter
I look down
Into reality
I see the jagged rocks
They accelerate toward the sky
I fall
With regret
I think of you
All the things I left behind
Non of them worth the pain
Non of them except you
Youre my everything
Youre my all
You make it worth living
Day after day you pull me through
I will miss you
Just remember
When I am gone
Dont forget me
I would turn back
Back into your arms
But I am on my way
Its to late
Just dont forget
I love you more than anything
"Fall"
on my mind each day
I love you so much
That no words can explain
I just hope you feel the same
I lay here alone
Thinking of you
I wish you were with me
I wish you would never leave me
I just hope you feel the same
I love you so much
It makes me sick
Not a day goes by
Without wondering what your doing
Hoping, praying, that we will soon be together
I just hope you feel the same
I am taking the time
To write this message
Because one thing is true
I love you more than life itself.
I just hope you feel the same.
"Same"
You can't play me for a fool
I see who you are
And what you do
There isn't any hiding
Or make up left to help
You left me standing here
All alone by myself
I love you
More than anything
For that is true
But when you screw me over
I find that our love isn't true
"dirty"
I hate it all
I just want to quit
I constantly getting put down
I always getting shit
For the amusement of others
I still don't get
I am supposed to have you
Your supposed to get me through
You don't do anything
But add to the stress
The pure hate I have
I wish I could give up
Quit life all together
I think of it always
Never giving in, knowing better
I sit here now
Laughing at myself
Still contemplating
Whether to be set free
"Free"
The funny thing is
I laugh too
Not at myself
But at you
I laugh because you have no clue
On what my life is
You think I make my problems up
I cry about things that are not there
I have problems with myself
That no one knows of
Every night I contemplate
Whether to take my life or stay
My fuse is burning short
My insides are running thin
I cant take much more
Of this pain that kills within......
"Inside"