| I am so tired of crying for my son, I am so tired of being depressed, I am so tired of longing for my son, I am so tired of not being happy, I am so tired of telling people that my son is dead, I am so tired of my son being dead, I am so tired of not being able to remember what joy feels like, I am so tired of being angry, I am so tired of feeling guilty, I am so tired of missing my son, I am so tired of being told it is a blessing to have an angel in heaven, I am so tired of being misunderstood, I am so tired of having to explain why I am depressed, Again I am so tired of being depressed, I am so tired of death, I am so tired of grieving, I am so tired of grief, I am so tired of asking "WHY" I am so tired of not getting an answer, I am so tired of having to learn to live without my son, I am so tired of being indirectly told to "get over it" I am so tired of re-living the night of my son`s death over and over, Complete with tears and emotional upheaval, I am soooooooo tired of not being able to remember................... Every moment of his life, I am so tired of being tired. |
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