| Ian has since the day he was born and until the day that I die, been one of the most important people in my life, along with his two brothers, Garry and David, his little sis Sara, my wonderful grandchildren and my lovely husband Neil, but it was always me and Ian against the world, we stuck together through thick and thin. Even though Ian isn`t here physically, he will always be with me in spirit, I know the bond we had when he was alive is still very strong even now, it can`t be broken!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ian was a wonderful person, he brought me so much joy and happiness in the short thirty years he was with me on earth. I can`t begin to list the number of people he touched with his kind, gentle ways, he would do anything to help anyone, without a thought of himself and this was reflected in the number of people that attended his funeral. Once you knew My Ian, you could never forget him, you could not help but love him, he had a big, big heart, he was everyones friend and no-ones enemy. His smile, his laughter, his wonderful, mischievous nature and his very caring ways will never be forgotten, I miss my son so very much and I still wait for him to come walking through my door saying "Hi mam, what you got to eat,or can you lend me some money" I still wait for him to walk in every day, he couldn`t go to long without seeing me. Ian had faced some bad problems in his life, but he overcame them, but though all his problems, he still remained the wonderful, loving, beautiful and caring person that he always was. He eventually got married and had a beautiful baby boy, whom he idolized, but unfortunatly Ian passed away when his son Connor was one year old. It is such a tradgy as Ian was a wonderful daddy, he had so much love to give Connor, and Connor will miss so much by his daddy not being here to guard him through his life. Connor will never know what a wonderful daddy he has, he will never know or feel how much love his daddy has for him, Ian was a brilliant daddy, no daddy could love his son more than Ian loved Connor, but through us Ian`s family, we will keep Ian`s memory alive and Connor will grow up knowing how great his daddy was, if it is possible to find the words to tell him how good his daddy was, then we will find them and he will know just what his daddy was like.. The one thing I will always remember about my loving son, is that he was never afraid to show his feelings, never afraid to show his love and that he felt. He wore his heart on his sleeve. If I cried he would cry, if I was hurting, he was hurting. I hope now with all my heart Ian that you cry no more and all the hurt you had in this life is gone. I will cry every single day of my life for you my son. My heart is broken and it will never mend, it aches for you so very much, but knowing you are still around me, as I have had so many signs from you, brings me some small comfort. Stay with me baby, don`t ever leave me, as I need you so much in my life.!!!!!!!! Not even death can stop the bond Ian and I shared, he is with me in everything I do and everywhere I go and I know he always will be. I feel and sense his presence, it brings me comfort, when I feel like giving up, when I can`t bear the pain of life without him, Ian is there giving me the strength to carry on. I don`t know how long it will be, but I know one day we will be reunited and I will see his beautiful face, his wonderful smile and I will feel his strong arms around me and we will be together forever, never more to part. Until then Ian will live in my heart and in the hearts of everyone who knew and loved him. I love you Ian more than words can ever say, wait for me my angel. In thoughts of you I`ll spend my days, in thoughts of you now and always. Until we meet, sleep peacefully sweetheart, I`ll love you forever. your heartbroken, Mam xxxxxxxxxxxxx |
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