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Bats

there are bats
in aurora
the sign says
bats
and shaking head
i don't think i've ever
seen those creatures here.

and
where's the difference
between good intentions and
bad?

i think
i've chosen
alochol instead.
don't let me cry
because
i'm not supposed to care.

i'm let down, sorry to say
banking on
love in
lust

a pretty picture
but
you can't grab something
when it's nothing you got.


he will
be the one
of something someone i haven't
found
he will because he is
and
this test is just getting through
all that has to be now.




Little Spaces

there is little space
that takes
together
into
to get her.
little space that makes
this team into
an offense.
I must say I'm tired
of little spaces,
of the object
still mean
and a struggle so
renewed.
I'm tired of prayers
that make me
guilty for being
myself,
and she says
"shhh, there's only a
little space between
us and god."
and I can't help but
think how tired
I am of
little spaces.

Juliet's Actor Red (Anymore)

Actor Red with soiled heart,
What pity grasps the turned away faces
of two thousand bent bitternesses?
I speak of him, lost in his skin,
shrinking from its hold of his soul
and yes, he has one.
It beats like a soldier, but not the new kind
-afraid that maybe someone else was right
and he wasn't listening anyways
and the only sounds left are ominous
ridden clicks of a pocket watch
starring at him from his palm.

There is a side glance and in the dark
that glard spot fades into with a bleeding heart,
what about me?  I speak of myself.
Examining the shade of being a mere spot in his shadow.
"Direct direct" heard inside.

The Actor Red stands down stage,
his lines about his sneakers
and his role defeated by the
heaviest held head in the world,
could you have such shoulders?

By now the book clicks shut,
readers strain for meter and
"what the hell mumbles that 90's girl,
not even a poet"
You see there is no time for a play
the Actor's left before the curtain,
the Director rings her tears in sighs by the corner
and no one wnats to hear the fall
of two loves anymore.
TWO POINTS FOR HONESTYY
Standing up is a curious thing.  There are times that we think we can't.  We awake in the day with the hollow feeling inside.  And it's like something had been feeding on the soft part of your chest and your spine is no longer attached to your body.  An ominous thought, "I can't stand up."  And then something occurs.  Maybe small like a question or stressful like a test.  You answer that question or take that test and slowly realize that you had been standing all along.
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i'm so strong i'm ahead
i'm taking charge of the
class
i'm more than you'll ever be
if i can only get there
and i'm making it revenge,

Take care,
you sorry sport
into the night and above the
dreams
these
aren't as fake
as everything makes them seem

on your way into my shadow

coming through me with words
my tears have some
bitterness
against your sky
and
it ends with your closing eye
so
just close your eye babe.

one day this is the answer
of
nothings into twilight of
dreams
that
you could poison my roots
and that
i could grow
into a much more beautiful thing.


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