in the decline of "Richardism" I am torn with confusion, so if this does not make sense to you, or you find it clashing with your own beliefs..........well I kinda don't care much anymore....prehaps I'm going mad.....
(please note: these words are not directed to anyone in paticular)
Life: Life, is fickle, and full of unpleasentries. it barely has anything truly worthwhile in it. if it does, then it only lasts for a short while. as if what ever powers that be tease you with goodness. Life has a sort of....oh how shall I put it? Hypocrisy about it I find. One day, you're great, feel as if you can take on anything. The next rends you with pain of one type or another.
Death: I often times wonder if the rumors about death are true..........the brillant flash of light as you take your final breath, that it feels like 10,000 orgasms rolled into one. it seems I will only know when my numbers up.......grief follows death.........me and Adam know it all too well.........
Love: give it up, ok? Love will make you weak and helpless. as it has done to me. when Andrea was in this plane of existance, I was strong, confident, I would've done anything for her. when she died, my muscles shrunk,my confidence was replaced by grief.
As for true love, its only a "dressed-up" version of the carnal desires that inhabit your mind. Not wanting to fall prey to the idiocrisy that plagues many men who are "in love" I have tried to stop loving altogether
Hate: on the bright-side of this.........maddness that nows grows stronger in me, I have forgotten how to hate.........I no longer harbour hatred, or the hunger for revenge against the fashion industry or models. I hate no one, not anymore. I still DISLIKE.......but I don't wish to hurt anyone out of it.
Sexulaity: No such thing truly exists, I mean I don't see "Gay straight bi Asexual" all i see is people making fools of themselves for their lovers.............
Relationships: HA!
Friends: I'll be blunt, most friends are backstabbers, wretches, and whores for the poor, helpless nerds who cannot get any tang. Choose your friends wisely, not all are as trustful as the ones mentioned in "The Legion"