so here we go
I've stopped my friendship with Adam,or at least for a time. I hope that i can muster enough "tolerance" lets call it to call him up soon. The reason why I ended my friendship with him, is, because.......heh....well its along story, i'll explain
There was a Gay-Straight alliance at Adam's school, Lee , to my understanding, was able to get a dance organized. at first, adam, said he didn't want to go. according to him, Lee was displeased with this, but anyway,the night of the dance, Sarah decided she wished to go to the dance, and Adam was like "........meh, what the hell, lets go"
I'm not sure what happened after, but Lee and Adam started fighting.........what was going through my mind is that FIGHTING+FRIENDS=BAD. I probably should not have gotten involved, but god forbid i was gonna watch two friends tear each other apart.
I was able to get Lee to see things my way, with the ever-so-popular phrase me and Andrew use, It came off of a video-game, but it was a good saying "Those blinded by rage are by destiny ensnared."
Adam, however, didn't seem to see things the way i wanted him to see them, in other words, he misunderstood. He thought i was one of the bastards that were (to my understanding) when really all i wanted was peace between him and Lee.
However he took it, he told what i had said to him to Sarah (he probably explained it the way he thought it was meant to sound) and Sarah got very angry with me, Why? i don't know, and for some reason or another, she thought i hated her, which is untrue, we just catch each other at bad moments. anyway, some time after that, i read his deadjournal, all the things that he thought i was trying to do to him and Sarah, this angered me and i said to myself "ya'know what? fuck it. I'm done caring for ingrateful swine!"
after calming down, i sent him and Sarah an email, saying that I was leaving the friendship in good faith, i thought i had made it clear as to why, but he said in his Deadjournal that he didn't understand. it seems that Sarah did. she gave me an email, asking me to reconsider, at the time i said "No." but now i wonder if i was too rash? It felt as if Adam took my advice I tried to give him in good spirits,chewed it up, and spit it back into my face. who wouldn't feel hated after that?
I bless the person who defended me on Adam's deadjournal
so thats my "RANT" though it hold less swearing than i anticipated. now i only wonder if Adam will understand and take me back as a friend.............we shall see........