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Had I known that the NDE was going to be one of the best selling themes on the book racks I would have written down my stories long ago. But my first NDE took place when I was 7years old and it has taken me many years to understand as an adult what happened to me during that time. My second NDE wasn't as extensive as my first one. It happened when I was a senior in high school. I was in the same hospital, St. Mary's Hospital in Richmond, VA, on both occassions. I am a documented medical miracle twice.
So the first one was when I was in the second grade. I had double pnumonia and bronchitis, and I also had a temperature between 106 to 108 for a week. The doctors told my parents I would likely die. After surviving for 3 days they told my parents that if I did survive I would be a vegetable because of the high temperatures...my brain would be boiled. When I awoke and could speak... it was a miracle. My understanding as a child I didn't know what the big deal was. All I knew it that it MUST have been big because mom & dad said I could have ANY toy I wanted.
During that time I had no awareness of my body or leaving it. I as a child called the place I was in the INBETWEEN PLACE & I have always called it that, it was what my mind could comprehend at age 7. Time was not linnear, people/beings spoke through telepathy or rather that is the closest english word, they also did not have names they had vibrations/frequenies... again, that is the closest english word. No one per se guided me while I was there yet there were many beings all around. I also during that experience came to a place I named the HEART of the inbetween place. It was a huge ball of light and many beings went into it & came out of it. I call it the Heart because it was one big ball of Unconditional Love(CEW). Now this light had no need to explain itself to me, nor did I ask, I was simply there. Later I came to understand in my adult life that that Light was God. At the time I thought of God as an old man who sat a on a throne in the clouds. The ball of light saw no need to correct my idea about the word "God". I also went around the inbetween place just by thinking myself anywhere. How long it took depended on how long you thought it would take. Also beings did not see everything the same way. Each beings vibration(cew) determined what they would see/experience/encounter(cew).There could be 5 beings in an approximate space(cew) and they could converse but what form the space was, what each other looked like, and the overall sensory experience (ie.smell, touch, feeling, visual, auditory) would vary to each and be different depending on their vibration.
Did you ever see the movie The Never Ending Story? Well the inbetween place is like that it goes on as far as people imagine it being bigger or a different reality. It's alot also like What Dreams May Come. The movies for me offer alot.. Also have you seen City of Angels? The opening scene IS my NDE, I was about the same size, it was the one time in my life I had hair that long & she even had the SAME pajamas! only mine were pink! *sigh* There is so much more but this gives you an idea of my experience. |
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