1. Bisexual- Um if you don't know what that means go ask your mother & if she won't tell you go ask your father & if he won't tell you put it in a search engine & read about it & if the web browser won't give you access then you aren't old enough to ask the question.
(try http://www.bi.org)
2. Polyamorus- Poly means multiple. Amorus means loves or lovers or in this instance relationships. Multiple relationships simultaneously, or responsible non-manogamy. (try http://www.polyamory.org)
3. Hodge Podge- A collection of things gathered together. See my Hodge Podge page.
OK.. now for the story...
When I was growing up I had stroing feelings for girls as well as guys I had crushes on, but my mom took away the sexual aspect of it for me so far as girls went. Of course I was only 11 or 12 and what the hell did I know about sex with girls let along guys at the time?
I also grew up with the idea of one person... and that's where my ex hubby came into the picture, Griffyn. I knew I was going to marry him. He was Pagan and I found out there were more similarities than differences between Paganism & Catholoscism. (thus the journey of being a hodge Podge began)
Well here was the guy I knew I was going to marry, and after discussing my feelings about a mutual girl we felt strongly about, he helped me to discover my bisexuality. So first he opened the door to my heart concerning women...
Then before we were married, he shared me with his best friend one night.. (and for those of you with your minds in the gutter, we didn't have sex... I stayed a virgin until the night my husband and I had our handfasting) and I found that I could love as many people as I wanted to, and the dam on my heart has not been shut since...
