| *My younger yeaR* |
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| Time always changed my years.. Years always changed my mind.. Now i'm thinking of you,my younger years.. I still remember when i was very young.. I woke up early in the morning,took the bus to school,faced the world of innocence,shared the truth with my friends,discussed some others mistakes,tried to know and get involved with all of the top hit glossips,was afraid of teacher.. And yeah for sure, i really was embarrassed when the one i liked,walked pass me by... Saying *I love yoU* seemed like the hardest thing for me then,but now it's not.. Holding somebody tight and kissing somebody goodnight was just the things that i wish to do,but now it's what i usually do.. I thought *LOVE* would be a sum of perfect dreams,but now i know it's never seemed... You'll get some of what you'd gived,but not for all what you have wished.. I miss you,my innocent years..<lol> I thought my life must have been on the truth.. But now i know for some people,i have to learn to lie them before they learn to fail me... When i was sick,i wanted my mom to care me,but now i long for you,my love... A good day of mine was the day when i could play around with my friends... But now it's the day we make it up again,my love.. I'm mabye waiting for your call tonight,my bank.. But then again,i'm willing not to talk with you tonight... I'm asking myself"Why do i willing to do that?" Or maybe i'm not deserved this.. And if i'm not deserved this so what,when,and whom i deserve to have? Why do i have to set up so many conditions in my life? Didn't love all i want to have? Didn't it that i long for? Or maybe i'm no longer young... Yes,it's must because... *I AM NO LONGER YOUNG* Now my day is not living for solely love,but it's also for trust... And my night is not living for only words,but it's for touch... I'm not deserved to have your love without your trust.. By the way,i'm not deserved to have your words without your touch... <5:10am/6-10-2001> |