| My diarY |
| You said "I love your eyes" You said "Please let me see your smiles" And then you tried hard to explain how happy you were when i was beside you.... And a few weeks later.. I was about to let you know i was no longer yours... But deep in my heart i knew... I had never been yours at once... Saying you loved me doesn't mean i had to be yours.. In your thought.. I know ... You're still wondering why i'm doing this... Why do i leave you when you love me so much like this? Or why do i love him when you are much better than him...? I havn't had a good answer for you yet... But deep inside me.. I wish you knew that... Love is always a unconditional feeling... There's always be a reason that i could not explain.. Sometimes we loved the one we should hate... And sometimes we left the one we should love... It's not about "How good you treated me.." But it's always about "How right you are for me.." I always feel good when i think of the time we were together... But it's not that way... I can't tell you why...But deep inside,i knew it's not that way... Now i need your understanding... I don't want to hurt you, but then again i don't want to hurt myself... Love is not about you only or just me... Yeah,it really was about us.. I really need your understanding right now.. Tell me, You won't hate me the one you used to love and the one who's still feeling good to you... Tell me, Somedays we could share that kind of nice dinner again... Tell me, Our friendship won't be disappeared... Tell me, I still can be your friend... Okay....Time may changed me... But i wouldn't believe that time've changed me... I would believe that time've proved me... Time always proves everything... Nor you or me.. Nor right or wrong... And now it've already proved us... That the best we can be are "FriendS" of each other... Don't make up so many questions....whY!!!! You're good...but it's not you whom i loved... But it didn't mean i love bad guy... I think, i would love the one who treat me right... Nor good or bad he is... But if he's right for me.. That's all i wish for... It's really all i've wish... ***My real...My right one i'm waiting for you*** |
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