| To whom i'm missinG |
| I know you love me....and i know you want me to love you.... Now there's nothing but staying apart... -I'm missing you but i don't think it's good to call you... And i know .. U'r missing me,too... but you also think it's not good to call me... -This is all i wanna know... I've tried to pretend the world that i was always win... But deep inside my mind.. i knew .. I've never could... And those for what?...Why we have to stay apart? ..... Isn't love all we want to give? Isn't love all we want to take? Isn't me that you wanna talk to? And it's you...that i wanna spend my time with... ..... My head's saying *Let it go boY* But my heart's believing *We still can be.....* ***Hold on or give uP*** <<< This what i keep asking myself... .... Somebody told me.... ***When it's time that U have to be strong..then U must be strong..Otherwise the weakness will bring you dowN*** <Can i be a weak one who have a love in his arms?> ***When it's time that U have to leave somethings behind.. U have to leave it...and no turning back*** <I know i'm not strong enough to leave those good memories and those kind of precious kissing when he held me tight... Saying he love me..before give me a perfect smile is somewhat i know .. i'll never be able to forget it...> ***How could U love that man who always hurted U and always did the foolest thing...?*** <I don't know.. but i loved him...> ***Walking back to the man who hurted U is the thing that only fool do...*** <But ...Sometimes i don't think being a reasonable man is happy... Sometimes the reason made us cry and didn't forgive to the man we loved ..Just because he did an unforgiving thing.... but Sometimes i did the foolest thing ,too... and he forgived me.. He said.... "Though there're a lot of anger inside of me,but the fear of losing you is much more...." <<< And this is what i'm feeling....> I prefer to be a fool ,if i have you... I prefer to be a weak one...,if i'm in love... I prefer to be a loser..., if the winner treat me well.. <14-07-2001 *11:16 am* > |