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| When i grew uP... I've learned how to make someone happy... I've learned how to get their heart... I''ve learned how to make them smiled at me.... And oF course,I've learned how to make them love me... Since the last couple years... I've found many ones - who made me smile ,laugh, and also cry.. But above all ...They made me smarter... More experience...More mature.... And more view to look the world that's changing everyday... I've been loved ...I've been there where i belonged... In their heart or their soul... In their mind that seemed always unclear.... Sometimes i thought... I knew him well... But it was never clear between us.... How could i be sure in you when i couldn't be sure even in my heart.. When i grew uP... I've learned how to make them smlied and cried... When i grew uP... I love myself much more i did before... I dared to say *I love yoU* and i even dared to say *GoodbyE* Several times i've said these words... I cried after smiled... I fear before i dared to say that word *Goodbye* But when i did...I kept thinking... *Eventually it'd be fine....yes.... It'd be fine....* When i grew uP... I know how to play a game... And i appreciated whatever was when it's over... Because NOr win or lose... Of course Yes,It's never made me feel good... But it always made me stronger... And it always made me realized .... *That life is never perfecT* *I should be appreciated with the unperfect lifE* I have been searching for the one... And now i know ...That one mustn't perfectly treat me... And my life must not be perfect ,too... All i gotta do is *Wait and seE* how Mr. time will play on me!! Now i'm telling U ,Mr. time. In the name of love... I'm stronger... And in the game of love.... I'm not afraid at all.... <11:55 pm 10-3-2001 > |
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