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9/23/03
Today I am going with Chris Whitler to have lunch again. It is always on him. Hopefully, we will make some more ministry tapes.The "live in Modesto, Drugs and Alcohol tape" has done very well. It was directed by God,that's why. I have had some tension at my job lately, but I am still hanging in there. Sometimes I feel like I am being drained of my witness as a christian, when I am at the church. But it is very suttle. Its like they don't want you to have a relationship by your self. And they don't want you to be independant with your witness. Sometimes I feel like some of the people there are trying to stop me from being a christian.

I,m still not making enough money to have a savings. The C.D. has been a success. The website, HI I'm Homeless, has been a success. The "Live in Modesto, Ministry tape", has been a success. The "I Aint Got No Home",ministry website has been a success. The Homeless Journal has been a success. The Shepards Garden program has been a success. Being a good witness to my family has been a success. God is so good, I just can't believe it sometimes. All of you people, please come to Jesus before it is too late. Don't play the game any longer, please. I'm pleading with you. It's not worth it. I know you are empty inside.

If you only knew how it feels to worship God with your hands raised to heaven, while you praise him in spirit and in truth. I'v had a rough life. I,v suffered lonelyness and grief and despair. I,v been depressed and bitter. I,v been laughed at, spatt upon, cursed, and everything else that you could possibly imagin. But guess what? I am a winner. Demonic principalities, surprise. I win, I win, I win. Ha Ha Ha Ha. The blood of Jesus covers me and I am white as snow. I am royalty in the royal family. I am accepted with honor. Thank You God, for saving me from hell. Thank You God for making me a winner, on the winning team.  Selah
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