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Back to square one
(1 month later in the castle...)
Elation: Kain...i have uh..news x_x
Kain: ..o_o;;
Elation: im pregnant x_x...
Kain: ...wuh? @_@
Kain: i mean uh..
Kain: are u sure?
Elation: im positive...
Kain: cuz uh X_x... ur back here for only one month x_x..
Elation: *sighs* ...i am so sorry...
Kain: uh...why? *looks at her* o_O;;
Kain: its fast but i didn't say its a bad thing
Elation: *dun look at him* ....well it is a bad thing...
Kain: noo baby.. dun think that
Elation: ..baby...when i was with Derek all that time...i guess we sorta..x_x..did it more than once...
Kain: ....what?? @_@!!!!
Elation: ...i told u it was a bad thing x_X..and i know you're mad..
Kain: x_x.. El.. what the hell!!?..
Kain: you.. slept with... him?... X_x
Elation: i KNOW x_x...i was lost and depressed and all confused since i wasn't with u...and because of all the chaos...i was so stupid x_X
Kain: ... *looks away*
Elation: ..Kain..u have all the right to be mad..x_x
Kain: well.. i am.. x_x..
Kain: im shocked and disturbed and hurt and sad also...
Kain: El.. i mean.. its the second time u get pregnant from someone else while ur with me X_x..
Elation: ...i can always have an abortion u know x_X
Elation: i never said i wanted the baby...
Kain: x_X.. naw.. i mean abortion is nasty and cruel.. the problem is not the baby..
Kain: u cheated on me *sighs*.. and plenty times.. x_x
Elation: ...Kain...im sorry...
Elation: i am..
Kain: ...
Kain: u can be..
Kain: ...*walks over to the couch and drops himself in*
Elation: .....*stares at the ground* ..i am so stupid..
Kain: why did u do that? x_X..
Elation: i told u..i was lost, confused x_x
Kain: ..sorry but.. its not a reason.. x_x..i could have screwed Celest, u know
Kain: but i didn't
Elation: ..i didn't do it on purpose, Kain..
Kain: ya w/e...
Kain: i had forgotten about u, cuz of the amnesia and for all i knew, i thought u were dead and still i couldn't do it with her
Kain: cuz i love u
Kain: so i guess since u could sleep with him ..and many times.. u dun love me.. well not as much as i do
Elation: Kain...that's not true...
Elation: ..*starts crying* ...x_x..please dont say that..
Kain: too bad.. i already did.. *still looking away*
Kain: there was that time with Ken too
Kain: El.. i dun believe u anymore when u say u love me
Elation: ...
Kain: and i cant live with someone i dun feel love from
Elation: ...Kain please...i do love u..more than anything in the world and i would NEVER hurt u on purpose..
Kain: well u DID
Kain: u hurt me
Kain: ...a lotta times
Kain: *sighs again*...
Kain: i know its a bad timing for leaving u on ur own.. with all this mess outside and cuz of ur condition but... i just cant accept this situation...
Elation: ...im leaving then... *wipes her eyes* ...*walks over to the door and grabs her coat* ...bye.... *looks at him*
Kain: *glances at her then looks away* ..u can pack ur things before leaving..
Elation: *closes her eyes and teleports all her stuff downstairs in bags* ...
Elation: *grabs the bags then walks out the door closing it behind her* ...why do u hafta be such a slut El!?...x_x
Kain: ...*sighs* why did u have to do that?...
Elation: ...*cries even harder* i just lost the love of my life cuz of all that shit i did ..x_X ...*punches the castle hard*
Kain: *throws his glass to the wall* gah ><!!
Elation: ....*picks up her bags again and teleports to the edge of the mountain and starts walking up it* ...hopefully Derek will be there...
Kain: *walks over to his room kicking and throwing away everything in his way* mother f*cking bullshit ><!!!
Kain: *looks at a pic of them on which is written "Kain and Elation forever"* ya right! WHATEVER! *throws it hard at the wall breaking the frame*... bullshit... just bullshit..
Kain: *lays on his bed and starts crying hard*...
Elation: ...im so stupid just F*CKING stupid ...*starts walking up the mountain*
Elation: and im also a freaking slut...why in HELL did i hafta do that!!? ...why the hell did i have to!!!? >< *drops her bags and punches herself in the stomach* damn u too >< u freaking thing who's living in me -_-
Elation: screw it all! -_- i just wanna die! *punches herself in the stomach again* >< u can die too! whoever u are -_- and SCREW U DEREK!
Elation: *grabs her bags and continues to walk up the mountain*
Elation: *reaches the top and goes inside the mountain* screw this all ...*is still crying when she reaches the main room*
Derek: *is sleeping and wakes up as he hears her enter the room, then grabs his gun and points it at her* freeze ><!!!
Derek: oh El.. its u...
Elation: *looks at him then looks away*
Derek: what do u want? *puts his gun away*
Elation: *throws her bags down then sits down also*
Elation: im living here again, i dont have no place to go
Derek: O.o
Elation: and good news for u, ur gonna be a daddy -_-
Derek: o_O.. what?
Elation: OH HELL YA
Elation: *picks up a rock and throws it as hard as she can into the wall*
Derek: uh.. ok... uh... how about u start from the beginning? x_X
Elation: ya
Elation: so
Derek: *rubs his eyes then looks at her*
Elation: im back in the castle living with Kain..right?
Derek: ya o_O
Elation: and like im really worried about all those "times" i had with u and im wondering if im pregnant..so i go get a freaking EPT >< and its positive! and so now im pregnant..and i told Kain about everything
Derek: O.o ..
Elation: and so he kicked me out and he said he cant be with somebody who doesn't love him...
Elation: so ya....Kain and Elation Valryke...well that's over!... *dun look at him*
Derek: well.. x_X
Derek: *grabs the vodka from one of the bag* that's a freaking way to be awaken, but oh well.. *drinks some of the vodka*
Elation: ...w/e.. *still not looking at him*
Derek: well i can go elsewhere u know
Derek: im not sure i wanna stay here..with you
Elation: well u better not touch me..thats all i can say...
Elation: i swear i've been touched by u enuff... *wipes the tears from her eyes*
Derek: dun worry, i wont -.-
Elation: ok ok Derek, im sorry x_X i guess im really depressed and mad since he left me...or i left him..or ..gah *grabs her head* w/e...
Derek: naw its ok.. u can be as depressed as u want.. im leaving anyway *starts packing his bags* Blind Seer is surely gonna be back soon, so u wont be alone for a long period
Elation: ..where is Blind Seer anyway?
Derek: i am not in his shoes and he dun leave me a lil note each time he leaves -.- *finishes putting his stuff in the bags*
Elation: -_-
Elation: w/e
Derek: stop acting like ur the only one suffering on this planet ><!! *puts some of the bags on his shoulders*
Elation: ..
Elation: ..im sorry ok?..x_x.. *looks at him*
Derek: well be sorry as much as u want .. i dun CARE ><!! *picks the other bags up and starts walking over to the entrance* u can keep the blankets i dun care about that neither ><!!! i just dun CARE ><!!!
Derek: *kicks a rocks that is in his way* ><!!
Elation: wait Derek! ..u dun have anywhere to go x_X
Elation: why dont u just stay here?
Derek: cuz ur here too -.- *keeps on walking*
Elation: ..Derek im sorry about leaving u, ya know
Derek: ...
Derek: i really thought u loved me.. psh i've been so stupid *keeps on walking*
Elation: ..x_x *looks at the ground* ..maybe..i just like to hurt people..and deep inside im a cold hearted bitch ..*picks up another rock and throws it hard*
Derek: *reaches the entrance and sighs* ya maybe...
Elation: *leans her head back against the wall* ....im sorry to everybody i've hurt..damnit..
Derek: so heavy.. *puts the bags down*
Derek: i guess i'll just leave them here ><!!!
Derek: *starts walking down the mountain carrying only one bag*...
Elation: *stands up and goes outside to the entrance and sees him* Derek...wait x_X..
Derek: *doesn't stop* -.-
Elation: ..*walks down to him and grabs his arm* ..please..x_x
(Wind starts to blow hard)
Derek: *stops* ..please..WHAT? *turns round facing her*
Elation: ..stay.. *looks at him*..
Derek: ...
Derek: why shud I?
Elation: ..it can get lonely when you're alone, y'know..
Derek: *starts shivering cuz of the cold wind* x_x..
Derek: ...so?
Derek: im kinda used to it.. -.-
Elation: ..im sorry about leaving u...
Derek: yeah yeah... and im sorry about being stupid enuff to think that u could love me at least a tiny bit ><!!!
Derek: bye El.. u can take the bags i left at the entrance
Elation: ...DEREK..
Derek: ...
Derek: oh wait..
Derek: u want this one too? *takes the bag off his shoulders and hands it at her* do u need something else, your highness? ><!!
Derek: u already had my heart and ripped it apart ><!!
Derek: so what else do u want?
Elation: ...
Derek: ...
Elation: *swallows* ..nothing... *turns around as tears start flooding her eyes again* ..im sorry i ever bothered u...
Derek: ...El..
Elation: ...what..
Derek: ..im sorry..
Derek: i guess i overreacted.. as always...
Elation: ..*wipes her eyes again* ..no..i deserved it
Derek: no u dun.. *walks over to her and puts his arms around her*... X_x... gah!! *takes his arms away from her*.. sorry...
Elation: ..*turns around and faces him* ..i deserve it...u know i do...
Elation: i can be hurt 20× as much as i've hurt others..
Derek: no.. im sorry for yelling and stuff... i'll stay.. if u want me to..
Elation: ya..do so..please
Derek: lets go back in then.. its getting bloody cold here X_x
Elation: *gives him his bag back* ..yours..not mine
Derek: *takes it then walks back to the entrance and picks up the bags as he passes by them*
Derek: *walks straight towards the room not waiting for her*
Elation: *follows him inside* ...
Derek: *throws his bags to the ground*...
Derek: *sits down and covers himself with all the blankets*
Elation: ..*looks at him*
Derek: *looks back* u know he chose a bad time to throw u out.. its the coldest time of the year
Derek: gah! X_____x... sorry
Derek: i didn't mean to say that
Elation: ..its ok..
Derek: im so tactless sometimes X_x..
Elation: *sighs* no its really ok...
Derek: x_X.. there's that woman who came here a lil while after u left
Elation: o_O Celest?
Derek: naw.. after she left too
Elation: who?
Derek: i dunno.. she didn't tell her name
Derek: a ..dark and sorta scary woman
Elation: x_X
Derek: she.. knew about u ...toying me X_x..
Elation: wtf..
Derek: ya.. that's what i was wondering then
Derek: she told me bad things about u..
Elation: ....well i guess there are only bad things about me x_x
Derek: El.. its not true
Derek: you're a good person..
Derek: u made a mistake
Derek: we all do
Derek: ...
Elation: too many...*sighs*
Derek: ..i made too many mistakes too, u know.. x_X
Derek: but u gotta live with it
Derek: what dun kill ya.. makes u stronger
Derek: sorta X_x..
Elation: ..or i can just not get stronger and kill myself..thats the best solution for me
Elation: im not needed..
Derek: hey..
Derek: dun say such a thing
Derek: X_x.
Elation: its true...
Derek: u are needed... however.. u may not be needed by the right person x_x.. *looks down*
Elation: ...im really sorry for leaving u, Derek..
Derek: ...*looks at her*...
Elation: *looks back*
Derek: u dun love me.. its ok.. its not like u hadta reject him and keep on living that lie here with me...
Elation: yeah...
Elation: ..*lays down and looks up at the ceiling* ..im still probably the worst person in the world...and i dont care if i die now...
Derek: well i do care... i dun want u to die.. and plus.. ur having my baby X_x..
Elation: ..Derek.. *looks at him* i know u hate kids...
Derek: yeah.. i used to x_X..
Derek: but that was the ex me
Derek: people change..
Elation: ...yeah..
Elation: ....
Elation: to be honest...i really dun want this baby x_X...
Derek: ......
Derek: yeah i guess its not a good thing in ur life... *sighs*..
Elation: ...
Derek: ..u know.. u can always leave it to me after he or she is born.. i'll take care of it...
Elation: uh ya..i can.. *sighs*
Derek: ..one problem solved *smiles slightly*
Elation: ....yeah.. *keeps looking at him* ...well im feeling tired...so ya..
Derek: *pushes the covers at her* take them..
Elation: ..naw.. *pulls her coat tighter around her* ..im fine x_X.. *thinks: "yeah right"*
Derek: El shut up -.- *puts the blankets over her* its friggen cold... especially when Blind Seer is not around
Derek: we've become good friends X_x..
Elation: ...good..
Derek: he saved me when...
Blind Seer: *arrives in the room* o_o;
Elation: *looks at him* Blind Seer...
Blind Seer: n.n;; *walks over to her and rubs his head on her* n.n'
Elation: ..aww... *strokes him* ..well at least i haven't hurt u
Derek: *looks and them and smiles slightly*
Blind Seer: n.n' *licks her face* o_o
Elation: ..heh..
Elation: Derek..what were u saying before?
Derek: ..uh..
Derek: i forgot what i was talking about *walks over to Blind Seer and strokes his head*
Blind Seer: n.n
Elation: u were talking about when Blind Seer saved u from something?
Blind Seer: o_o
Derek: ya.. when that woman was here
Derek: she um.. tried to convince me to accept something and then i refused...
Derek: and uh... i guess she tried to kill me X_x..
Derek: saying i was useless and stuff
Elation: x_X
Derek: and then Blind Seer arrived and chased her away..
Derek: and then she summoned some devilish dragon
Derek: and Blind Seer beat it
Derek: and uh..
Derek: X_x.. im not sure about what happened after that...
Derek: all i remember is that i was.. dying
Elation: ..well good thing Blind Seer beat it ...
Derek: yeah.. X_x.. this dragon was spooky
Derek: and its mistress was...crazy
Derek: she shot me.. stabbed me
Derek: with no reason
Blind Seer: u.u
Elation: what was the point?..x_x
Derek: dunno *looks at Blind Seer* but u were here just in time
Derek: like i told u.. she wanted me to do something for her
Derek: and i didn't even leave her the time to tell me what it was
Derek: and i refused
Elation: well at least she's gone now...
Derek: ya.. u know... she said that if i accepted to do what she wanted.. she could make u love me in return o_O;;
Elation: x_X
Derek: she called u names telling that u were toying me and she tried to make me kill myself.. x_x.. which i was already gonna do anyway..
Blind Seer: o_o
Elation: ..*sighs* ..yeah...all my fault too x_x...
Derek: naw.. i guess i just realized how useless i was.. and uh.. i guess I AM the non-wanted one, not you X_x.. so yeah.. but now i have Blind Seer.. so i dun wanna die anymore
Blind Seer: *rubs his head against him* n.n;;
Derek: ya.. good boi *strokes his head*
Elation: heh.. *smiles slightly*
Derek: ...*smiles back then looks away*
Derek: we gathered a lot of wood... so we can light a fire i guess... february is cold too X_x
Elation: yeah..sure
Derek: hopefully march is coming soon @_@
Elation: yeah..good ..i cant stand the cold
Derek: *place some wood together*
Blind Seer: *throws flames at it* n.n;
Derek: haha
Derek: he likes doing that
Elation: XD
Derek: *realizes he laughed* o_o...
Elation: ..*looks at him*..
Derek: *looks back* uh.. o_o;;
Elation: o.o;; ..yaaa...
Blind Seer: n.n *slams his tail at Elation pushing her on Derek*
Blind Seer: o_o;;
Elation: ahh @_@;;
Derek: o_O;;..
Derek: *catches her and looks at Blind Seer* ..wtf? @_@;;
Blind Seer: n.n'
Derek: uh.. *looks at her* x_x..
Elation: heh...er..hi..@_@
Elation: *coughs and steps back*
Derek: x.x *glares some at Blind Seer*
Blind Seer: u.u..
Derek: he.. uh.. likes to play o_o;;
Elation: i see that o.O *glares at Blind Seer also*
Blind Seer: u.u.. *walks over to the entrance looking down*
Derek: hey!..
Blind Seer: u.u..
Elation: Blind Seer...x_x
Elation: *goes to Blind Seer and touches his side*
Blind Seer: o.o *looks at her*
Elation: er..dun go
Blind Seer: o_o
Derek: x_x..
Blind Seer: *pushes her closer to Derek with his head* n.n'
Derek: @_@.. stop it!! x.x;;
Elation: ...*sits down* x_x...i think Blind Seer is trying to play matchmaker o_O;;
Derek: x_X
Blind Seer: n.n' *shakes his tail*
Derek: o_o..
Elation: er..o_o;;
Derek: *feels sorta embarrassed and looks away* ..so...uhh
Blind Seer: o.o
Elation: x_x...yeah...im really feeling tired now...
Derek: ...uh.. try to get some rest then *throws more wood in the fire*
Blind Seer: *sits down and puts his head on the ground still staring at them* o_o
Elation: ..i will... *lays her head down on one of her bags then grabs a blanket pulling it closer to her*
Elation: *looks at Blind Seer* @_@
Derek: *grabs the pillows and brings them at her* its gonna be more comfortable with this
Blind Seer: n.n
Elation: Derek..no need...u can keep them both
Derek: take one at least
Elation: *takes one of them and puts it down then lays her head on it* ...
Derek: good..
Elation: ...*thinks: "Kain...why did i hafta do that to u?...why in HELL did i hafta do that to u?.."*
Blind Seer: *closes his eyes* z.z..
Derek: ...
Elation: ..*finally realizes she's crying again and wipes her tears away* ...so stupid...
Derek: *walks over to her and acts like he didn't see her tears then kneels down by her and puts a second blanket over her* ... i'll be fine with the sleeping bag
Elation: ...*looks up at him* ...okay..are u sure? cuz..u can have the blankets...
Derek: naw... i'll sleep close to the fire.. and Blind Seer o.o..
Elation: ..as u wish... *closes her eyes concentrating on trying to sleep and finally does*
Derek: *lays down by Blind Seer and puts the other pillow under his head then covers himself with the sleeping bag*
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