am using the laptop and its real strange turnnig off the mouse.  my wrists rest on that pad, its difficult to keep the mouse where i want it unless i turn off the pad.  an turn it on when i need to move the mouse.  this way, i stay pretty much in tty terminal dos windows.

anyway, um this is about me aintit.  i'm hurting more than ususal.  and i am thinkn this isnt th to to be doin 8 so i can do 6 in the middle of the night.  i hate having to work my pain around my prescription.  and its not fair.  i should address this with them in writing and get where they are, on paper.  i dunno.  paper can really kill the atmosphere.

bonanza is on.  an episode i havent seen yet.  imagine that.  especially after catching hundreds of episodes of bonanza.  c'mon, sunday is bonanza .  anyway, um i gotta figure out what to do about this pain.  its really making me quite uncomfortable.  i cant see what i'm typing half thetime, so i dont even know if this is makin anysense.  :)