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| May 7, 2001 |
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| i�ve made more mistakes than i can count upon my finger tips i have been ashamed and i have felt as guilty as all sin counting every tear that drops cannot account for any loss i�ll let the past remain behind me now fill it up with goodness i�ll drink it down with love never give up on me i will never give up on you you�re everything i need oh just look at what we�ve been through so far so good i have wished on every star that shot across my broken heart i am still amazed that you came true i have kissed a hundred lips but none of them compare to this i have found myself inside of you you forgive my sad regrets and i forgive myself never give up on me i will never give up on you you�re everything i need oh just look at what we�ve been through never give up on me i will never give up on you you�re everything i need oh just look at what we�ve been through i love you - JANN ARDEN |
| Love, Alan |
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| GO LEAFS GO!!!!! |
| Been very long time since I have fill out an entry in here.. Its been about month 1/2 since last entry.. Not alot of exciting stuff gone on.. Me and Jason still together and me extremely happy about it.. Its already more then double my longest realationship.. Almost a 1/2 a year.. Scary really because I never saw it coming.. But I had been told that you shouldnt look for it .. that it happens when you least expect it too.. and thats more a less what happened.. He is such a sweetheart.. We had a bit of a fight couple weeks ago.. and thought the worst but we got thru it.. and then he got me a Mapleleafs Teddy bear.. some roses and a Mapleleafs visor.. *hugs bear* Not that material things makes things better but nobody has ever bought me anything like that ecspicially after a fight.. We both been busy watching the Mapleleafs in the playoffs.. GO LEAFS GO!!! The leafs are now in a series vs Devils and the series is tied 3-3 with game on Wednesday for the series.. They lost today but I still think they'll come back and win game 7.. :) What else been happining.. Just trying to get my llife together after a really shitty 2001.. Thanks to some people who are trash and effected me in ways I didnt think I could.. But that is life.. Jusy make me realize that there is alot of people in this world who arent trustworthy and 98% of the world only wants whats in it for them.. and they dont care who they step on the way.. whether its the person closest too them.. But I personally think its gay boys.. they arent the most loyal of types.. I dont understand it because I like to think im extremely loyal but because of it Ive been an easy target for people to walk all over me.. But thats is life.. Now i know who my friends are and who arent.. Im not going to shut any new people outta my life but not in any hurry to meet tons of new people.. Anyways on tangent.. Last Wednesday me and Jason went to see Jann Arden in concert and Massey Hall... Was a totally awesome concert.. She puts on quite the show and if anyone ever gets a chance to see here.. dont pass up the opertunity.. :) Anyways not much else to say.. Just happy that the warm weather is finally here.. hope u all have a fun spring and summer.. |