"Screwed"
~Sara Montey~

How can this be?
You ruined my life.
You've screwed with my head
After forcefully screwing me.
So many emotions
I need to let it out.
You need to know
The pain you've caused,
The bruises and the shame.
Can you see the anger
And the fire in my eye?
Or do you see my tears
When I think of what you've done?
Why me?
What did I do to you?
Nothing-
You don't even know me.
So how could you do this?
Anxiety, fear, shame,
Anger, depression, and tears.
Make it go away.
I wish I never left that night.
I wish you hadn't been there.
Someday they'll catch you.
And I'll spit in your face
And kick dirt upon your shoe.
Shouldn't seem odd to you
For that is what you are-
Dirt, filth, waste.
So crawl in the dirt
Upon your knees
And beg for my forgiveness.
Better yet-while you're down
Say a little prayer.
For it is not
my forgiveness
You need to be satisfied,
But the graces
Of something much greater.
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