�Mask Confusion�
~Sara Montey~

This confusion
Is like a wet blanket
Draped over my head
Suffocating me to my last breath.

Am I to stay on this path
Where everything is set in place,
The only thing missing
Is the smile on my face.

Although a smile may appear,
Look past the mask
Plastered onto my face and see
The dark secrets my eyes tell.

My tears have all been hidden
Behind this mask I wear
Loneliness spreads throughout my body
Like an unwelcome disease.

Although I do not appear alone
Inside, there is a solitude
The one-he says he loves me
But I do not feel it in my soul.

I tell him forever and always
But I�ve mislead us both
For I cannot love another
Without first letting myself go.

So am I to keep going
The direction I am in?
Or shall I halt and take a gander
At what else I have to live.

I struggle with my blanket
To lay it out flat
So can see the whole picture
And breathe...
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