Laguna Star
I can tell how much you miss me
By the messages you leave
Many nights home from work
Finding zero on the machine
No rings on my end
No voice of holiday cheer
No attempt from you to reach me
On and after the new year
My patience runs dry
Like a fallen petal from a rose
I need to know what's up
Who are you gonna choose?
Me or him is the decision
Is it solely yours to make?
I'll not wait around forever
I'll decide this fate
If I must and cut the wire
Wrapped around my heart
Purify and cleanse myself of you
Shower underneath a water fall
Pray to the deities for strength
To forsake this love
For you and return it to myself
Back where it came from
The longer this takes
The shorter my fuse grows
I'm going to explode
It's me you're going to lose
You were never mine to begin with
Though somehow I was yours
But don't be too sure about that anymore
My foot is already outside the door