Before, when I have nothing to do, I can still make this useless
time meaningful and enjoy it. For example, if there's a traffic
jam, I'd say " Oh well it's ok, I can go slowly, no hurry," but now, I
just want to get home right away and sleep, so I can't tolerate
traffic jams!
Baby
I use to hate kids, actaully I'm not sure if i hate kids or like
kids... because sometimes they're cute, but
when they cry .. -_-"
But anyhow I gradually stuck to the "LIKE" side more. I never
really thought about my own kids though. Hmm
but I want one
boy one girl, but raising kids is really difficult ne.. so I'd rather
play with other's kids ^^ isn't it good that you can play with them
and have no responsibilities? I guess that's good enough for
now? [laughs]
Cook
Lets say, if i'm watching TV and got hungry, can't get food from
convinient store, and it just sucks to go
out to eat alone... at the
end I'll end up cooking myself. I'll make those simple but
delicious food, which for me it's something like nabeyaki ..like
a hot pot or something. You can eat it anytime right? I ate it for
2 consecutive days ne [laughs]
Death
Death..of course it's scary..but why? Probably because there's
still things that you wanna do I think? and
the pain is also scary
There's another world after death desho? These days I sorta
believe in the existence of ghosts.Its quite fasinating, thinking
that so many billions have died prior, then what do they do?
and if you see a ghost then it's like what
u'll become when you
die...ne?
Encore
How many times have we done it ne? About 5 ? Although it's
called encore, i really think it's just the
start of 2nd part of the
concert. People probably thinks " ya..even if we don't cheer and
yell ENCORE laruku will still come out again"
[laughs] But when
the voices of "encore " merge into one, I can see it from the
backstage..and last year's tour, we repeated "kaze ni kienaide"
2nd time. That was a REAL encore. Coz we didn't plan it. The
concert already ended, when the audiences are leaving, we
suddenly start again, and everyone just rush back to their spot
in total chaos and panic!! But since we don't
want that kind of
chaos to happen again, so sometimes even though we really
want to encore [a real one, not a planned one] we can't do it.
Fans
My feelings toward fans.. they're like my brothers and sisters.
There are naughty brothers..good sisters..
kandou times etc.
Basically its really cute ne~ Umm but I wonder what they like
about us? Wow isn't that a lot of people though? (haha) when
the concert tickets sold out, it just feels really
unbelievable...fushigi na..
Goal
Goal equals death. Therefore, I want to die satisfied...hmmm,
dunno why , these days i feel like dying. Like after 12/27
Budokan LIVE, and got platinum disk, I was " happy to death " (
so happy that i can die ) Like those movie scenes, before the
main guy dies, he'll become shiawase..
Horoscope
so is there 13 or 12 horoscopes? At some point, people
started saying that there are 13... but then the idea sorta died
out later.. basically i don't really believe in these fortune telling
things over the starts etc..
Idea
Basically (wow...hyde uses "basically" a lot..ne? ^^;) it's a thing
that I think of and give out, ...that's " Idea ". Unlike in the movies,
when someone think of something, they'll go like " OH!" and
with a light bulb that kinda thing. Instead its like " So how are
we going to solve this problem?" and then start thinking. So
when i write songs, I'll say " Ok, lets write some songs" and I'd
just do leisure things while searching the melody. Usually we
don't have these sudden ideas that come, I have to change to
"thinking mode" first. For L'Arc~en~Ciel, we had this idea
before thinking of doing a single.
Journey
Isn't it scary to travel at foreign places when you don't know
their language? Go with someone who can speak foreign
languages? It's good..but i have to be frank with them na?
Basically [ah using this word again haido!!] I can't really open
my heart to others ne.. [laughs] Therefore,it's so much trouble
ne... but there are some things that i wanna see. Like
aurora..pyramids etc. And i really want to see white whales too.
I've not even seen it on TV..so i want to see cool things, I also
want to see space.
Kill
In this photo session i had to break this mirror..and when i
break the mirror there's this shiver... If it's a guitar it's gonna
probably gonna be the same feeling.. but i've never broken
anything that shouldn't be broken. I've not even thought of doing
it iehter, but isn't killing someone the same idea?
Hmm..sometimes think about it..dangerous eh? [laughs]
Love
If there's no love in this world we can't live ne...? Wouldn't we
feel like robots..like animals.. the kind that i need most is the
love can make me feel at ease. The love that i talk about in
lyrics, is reflecting my own experiences..but.. there are many
love songs in the world ne.. like.. i love you..i'm waiting for you..
it's easy to say, but i don't really understand ne, Love
Medicine
These days i took a lot of medicine for flu. Colds are really
scary ne.. if i'm a student, and i can stay at home becoz of cold,
it's good, but then now we can't just take breaks ne... If I have to
work while I'm sick.. it sucks so much. And I also drink the
vitamin drinks to keep good health other than medicine.
Night
These days i stayed up till the morning, because of the " work
cycle", usually work at night. But humans supposedly sleep at
night isn't it? But because of the advance of technology, we
don't really have to sleep at night anymore because we have
lights and stuff. But i don't go out to play at night, although when
i was younger i hang around around my neighbourhood. Now, i
stay at home at night. Average sleep is about 7 hours ne..
Overseas
Our music is not known to overseas ne..wouldn't it be nice if
they can hear it too? but once in a while we get fan letters from
overseas too ne
Phone
I seldom talk on the phone. No one calls me..i don't call
anyone..So my phone bills are really cheap yo~ I don't really
like talking over the phone, but i don't meet in person a lot
either [laughs] Don't like to go out ne.. but I bring cell phones,
because it's super convinient. For example, when you're
meeting someone, if you don't know the meeting place you can
talk on the phone and find the place at the same time...or if
you're driving, and there's a traffic jam, you can call and say that
you'll be late. Or else u'd have to stop ur car somewhere and
use the public phone.
Quake
Yesterday there was scale 3 earthquake ne? It's very scary..
There are more earthquakes over Tokyo ne..don't have that in
Osaka..I already forgot, but when i first came to Tokyo, there
were always earthquake..it was culture shock.
Room
My room is dirty yo! [laughs] After moving, there wasn't much
change. I only buy things i want. It's not like i'm stingy, but things
that i don't need i don't like to keep it in my room. Now i want to
buy a book shelf, but I can't find any particular one that i like. So
the books are piling up...My ideal is not the parvenu kind, I want
an antique style home. When i buy furniture I usually buy wood
color or iron etc. My bed is white,
Smoke
I've been smoking for almost 10 years..but i haven't thought of
stopping yet. When i first smoked, it was those tabako for colds
" Neo Cider " For real cigarettes, it was "caster" and "Cabin Mild",
"Mild Seven", "Cherokee" but it stop producing. Probably, I'll smoke
until the doctor stops me...Now i smoke 1 box everyday. About
25-30.. i smoke the most when i compose songs and watch video
ne.. I don't smoke when someone's sleeping, only before sleep and
after sleep. When i sleep,my nose is allergic so i can't live with a
smoker in my house.
Tear
These days, i haven't cried. Ocassionaly I'll feel kandou. When I
feel sick I'd also want to cry. I'll cry if there's touching events..I
cried watching movies. Like Ghost is the type of movie that makes
everyone cry ne.
UFO
I don't believe in UFO . ALthough i used to believe. It's
associated with ghost, when i don't believe ghost, i dont'
believe UFO. Aliens riding on UFO coming to earth..? I think
there are aliens..from earth to the next closest
planet that has
alien inhabitants, wonder how many light years we're apart...are
they more civilized and advanced than us? But if they can come
visit us then their technology's gotta be more advanced than us
ne. But then why are they interested in earth
ne? Maybe they
should be interested in some other planet? That's why i really
doubt if UFO really came to earth...I've read
a book talking
about the possibility and they say it's low..From the many
books that i've read, it's the most realistic i think. The universe
is so massive.. i bought this "universe map" thing, and the solar
system's like a little dot at the side...
but the solar system is
already really big! ..Hmm there must be others living outside of
earth, very very far away. If possible i'd like to go to other
planets, i'm interested in aliens too
Valentine
Last year's valentines day.. i saw " Dan-ba-in" [laughs] I got lots
of chocolates from fans too. Previously...I don't have much
memories of valentines day. Now i recieve from fans, but when
i was a student I didn't get any! so i hated valentines day.
War
Because there's war, i don't believe there's God. If there's God,
seeing his people dying, and he's not doing anything. So, i
think there's no God in this world.
X - day
X-day is doomsday, the destruction of humans ne. 1999 July, I
don't believe, but I had a bet with sakura, betting if something
will happen on that day. Something happening as in ..at least a
few thousand people dying, disasters etc.. then sakura wins.
And the prize..we'll decide on 1999 New Years Day. [Laughs] I
don't think Notradamus's prophecies will come true.
Year
The year passes by really fast, just quite unbelievable that one
year will end. Although there wasn't a lot of change, but the
people from the South don't like Japan because they think
having four seasons is not good. But I don't think so because
isn't four season's great? The countries in the South doesn't
have four seasons, But they have rainy season ne? Isn't the four
seasons in Tokyo quite distinct? There's also snow....i think
that's very good ne..
Zoo
I think Zoos are quite cruel...for the sake of making everyone
else happy... Of course, when i was a kid, I went to zoo too and
i didn't think of it as cruel, but then i didn't like it either, coz i
think it stinks [laughs] But i like the aquarium, I went to the sea
world quite often. There was a Jinbeizame (whale shark) it was
very sugoi. But everytime i go to a zoo i'll feel pitiful for them...it
makes me feel bad ..like the white tigers etc, they have to
repeatedly doing some trick over and over again, no matter if
they wanna do it or not. If the space in the zoo can be wider,
just like living back in the wilderness then maybe it would be
better ne....