Tears
Nothing
Followed by nothing
followed by nothing
Sound familiar
Yeah I know
You all know
Just another depressed
anonymous
girl
in her teens
desparate
Yearning

Don't get near me
I'll bite your head off
No
Seriously
I will

Come please
I want to snuggle
I need to be close
encircled by love
drowned in it

I'll BITE YER FRIGGIN HEAD OFF
YOU GOD DAM...

I'm so far in the dark
I need the light around me
In me
I need it to come from me
I want to be a part of it
But I can't
Why can't I?
Why am I the one to be deprived?
Shit what am I talking about

All I know is
I need a good friggin book
A comfy pillow
maybe a...well I won't go there
Let's just see how tonight goes
Maybe I won't cry
Maybe I can dream
Maybe there won't be any pain
Who knows
Maybe when I wake up
Everything will be "normal"
and all I'll have to do is say
"Oh everything's fine!"
"No seriously it is"
And not be lying.

I guess there is always tomorrow...
Right?
SPEW
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