| Scribblings February 2003 The first of my rants. |
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| February 17, 2003 - Who'd've thought that an ugly punk/goth girl could be nice? Hmmm... I guess people are figuring out that I'm not evil. I mean, look at the people who I never thought I would be friends with that I am friends with! Ryan H.? HA! And Kinley? Pfft. I bet they feel the same way too. I get half-hugs from Harmony too. Yay! Go me! Too bad the people in my grade can't be cool like that. Oh, sure there are the few exceptions, but I think that most of them are stupid gits. And at the moment, I'm quite pissed with most of them. Matt, for undisclosed reasons, JW, for ignoring me, Jamie for never stopping her singing and turning me off of some of my favorite bands (next time you sing a Nirvana song, I will bitch slap you.)... I'm not mad at Kerrie. She and I had a heart to heart this weekend, and decided to ditch our normal lunchtime seating arrangement because we're sick of the shit J-Dub, Matt, and Aaron talk about. Cars, sex, money, sex in a car full of money, blah blah blah. Such prats. Oh, I'm not mad at Tricia either. I just have no reason to talk to her right now. I've not been able to hold a conversation with anyone really here lately. Maybe they're too immature for me. Or something. It's funny. Morgan, Harmony, Kinley, Ginger and Jerron (who are freshmen) seem more mature than JW, Matt, and Jamie. I dunno. Is there something wrong with this picture? Feb. 18 - Hmm.. Thanks to Harmony, I have discovered the band Vernaculas. They are one kick ass band! I've got a copy of one of their cds. -happy snoopy dance- Harm's sister, Stacy, is letting Harm bring the other one for me to burn tomorrow. Yay! Fucking Kazaa is messing up though... Butcha... What is the point of putting dehydrated fruit in cereal? Honestly. It's nasty. Hey, I love cranberries. Nice, fresh, sour cranberries. And they're okay in Grandma's... whatever it is she makes every holiday. But when they're dehydrated? Gross. Raisins are even worse. But I'm serious. Who in their right mind would eat cereal that had dehydrated cranberries in it that plump up and have a revolting texture when you put milk on it? Bleh. I haven't bitch slapped Jamie yet.... but she also hasn't been around me today, and therefore I haven't heard her annoying singing. Sure, she's good at singing country or choir songs (as long as she doesn't have to hold out a note for more than a few counts because she goes really flat...) but when she tries to sing punk or rock or metal or anything remotely worth listening to... she just fucking butchers it. Good for her she knows the words. Good for her she likes the song. Good for her, good for her, good for her. STICK TO COUNTRY AND CHOIR STUFF! YOU SOUND DECENT AT THAT! Harmony finds it funny that I want to bitch slap Jamie. I think everyone's been wanting to for a while. While she's nice, funny (sometimes), and can be cool, she gets on my nerves very quickly. Kinda like Bret. He's nice and stuff but he really touches my nerves sometimes. And then I'm still mad at Matt. I don't know why. Wait, yes I do. He's a dick. If he'd stop trying to be someone he's not, he wouldn't piss so many people off. He tries too hard, and it's going to be his downfall. I told him yesterday that if he wanted to make a few minor adjustments, he could try being nice. I think he took offense to that, especially when I told him that he wasn't nice. Well, fuck! What was I supposed to say when he called me "Hey, Stupid!"? Sure, it might have been a joke, but really... That is one thing that pisses me off... being called stupid by someone I consider a friend. And I just can't tell if Matt and I are friends anymore. Same with J-Dub. I don't know what Shelli did to him when she broke up with him, but it seems to have fucked him up. He just WON'T GET OVER HER. GIVE IT UP! SHE'S NOT GOING TO CRAWL BACK TO YOU! If she did go back, you'd be a fucking brainless prat to take her back because she's dumped you twice! Trust me, I like Shelli, but let her go. I've been needing to rant at someone, even if it's just a couple minutes of yelling at someone other than mum. I did get a few seconds of yelling in today seventh hour when we had to take this stupid test. Andrew wouldn't shut his goddamn mouth while I was writing, so I yelled at him. Stupid prick. It's not my fault he's illiterate and can't read directions. But yeah. I think Jamie and Matt are going out. Pfft. We'll see how long it is before they just can't stand each other. I can't wait to see it. And I bet Kerrie can't either, since she is Matt's ex. Muahahahaha. |
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