This web site is a long term project, I do it mostly on holidays or whenever I have a time off. However, be sure that every thing you find here was done with love.

I don't really believe in originality. I think it's a vague concept. I am not original, I have my mother's features, and my father's hands. My voice and the way I talk was adapted from my friends. Are my works original? I doubt it. It was not shaped by me alone, in there are the things I read, things I see, beliefs forced into me, words other people said, and so on. Universal consciousness, that I believe. Two people can have the same idea at the same time, without having the same background or life experiences. Inspiration is out there for anyone who looks for it, and it is for anyone to use (or abuse). In the end, it doesn't matter who adopt it first, because the many of it enriches the world's vocabulary (even the ones that came out mediocre).

Sometimes I wonder, how real are the people in real-people fanfictions? Of course they have a real-live counterpart, but how far do we stretch the truth when we write a fiction about them? In a sense, isn't it all set in an Alternate Universe? There is the public persona (that is what we see), and there is the day-to-day persona (that is what we try to see through the public persona). When we write based on what we see (and what we want to see), we create a new universe within our stories, where everything is possible and we are the puppet masters who sometimes give our dolls a life of their own. Each doll have the person's name, face, and character, and pre-assigned expectations on how he or she would act given a specific situation. And if we give them a new name, the chain tying it to the real person is broken, and bam! we have an 'original story'. But I wouldn't label all my fanfictions as AU fics, anyway, haha!

Why do I write and read fanfictions? Interesting question. Well frankly, because this illusory reality I'm living sucks. Through fanfictions I can watch the characters closely, trying to understand their feelings, and when they reach an epiphany, I can be happy for them. So maybe life is not that kind, who knows? At least I have a little happiness that no one shall ruin for me, right in here. To those who think that fanfics are merely substandard writings, products of stupid fangirls' imagination, well I think it�s unwise to generalise. I�ve seen many writers that I think should get published. Give it a shot, for humanity!

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