Thoughts

I've been writing poems.
Seeking solace in words.

I'm afraid that you may think me crazy
for my fears and foolish for my follies.

Though, I feel that you desire to understand;
I'm afraid that you won't be able to understand.

Will you reject me too?

Will you hurt me now or later?
How intensely will I feel this pain?

I feel as if you are a friend --
One with whom I might speak and share.

Yet, I am afraid of the hobgoblins of my mind.

I've met several like you.

'Like you' meaning
a friend with whom I might speak and share
a person who seems to care
a person who listens
a person who speaks thoughts simply and freely

I seem to like you and want to trust you.

Life right now is harder than usual.
I hope it to become easier sooner.

I desire simple spanking.

Slaps to the tush that sting and ache
Perhaps bringing pain now and pleasure later.

I may submit; I may resist.
I'm not sure of my own reactions in this.

I do know that I need and desire a spanking.
This knowledge should limit my resistance.

During the moments of a spanking session,
Kindness and caring are essential.

I don't know anymore what I can endure.
I only know that I desire this.

I hope that that helps, Friend.

Huh Chuh @ huhchuh@yahoo.com © August 2002