From the Spanking_fanfiction yahoo group: ( http://groups.yahoo.com/group/Spanking_fanfiction/ ) Questioning Holds Hold Me -- hard tight soft light. I struggle in your grip; desiring freedom, independence, more. Safety, Serenity, Comfort. I find these in your easy acceptance. You never leave me nor forsake me. You choose to treat me kindly. What novelty is this? To treat me kindly? Who would dare to commit such treason by treating me kindly, as human, as significant? Why is it that those who ought to support; often don't? What do they gain from their choice to harm? Is there any way to fight it? Any way to freedom from these dangerous views? How can one view self differently than these significant older ones? I struggle, I flee. Still the Old grip holds me, tears me, defeats me. What more is there now? Freedom? Safety? Security? Are any of these real? -Huh Chuh [Just an off-the cuff response. Your words above I found moving. - DAL] What Novelty is this? Who would dare? One who loves, one who cares. Who holds you firm, Who holds you tight, who shows you love, who shows you light. The decent friend will not betray He will support you as he may. Flee not yourself; Flee not your friends Freedom is real, but it depends on what you do, on what you feel the mind enslaves, its chains are real but may be smashed, or gently slipped Are you caressed, or tightly gripped? This you may choose, with help from friends So choose a path, which wisely tends. Tis "treason" to act in ways decent and kind? Nay! Tis treason to harm, to tear and to blind where one should love; This we fight as we can as we strive to treat well, friend and fellowman. -Don A. Landhill @ Dlandhill@aol.ccom http://www.geocities.com/dlandhill/ [Thank you Don, Your words mean much to me. I felt a need to respond, to answer. - HC] Hold me Near Hold me Dear Hold me Tight Hold me Light; Love me like no other, Treat me right; Many have spoken. Few have been right. Why trust you, Oh brave of the night? -Huh Chuh @ huhchuh@yahoo.com © Jaanuary 2003