Faith from Death
As a child,
I believed.
Just as Megan believed.
I sang in church.
I learned my prayers.
I started to grow up
And I started to doubt.
As I learned about science
And revolution,
Things I was taught
Contradicting what I believed.
But now
I have never believed more,
And I have never wanted to be more faithful;
I know that if I continue in this path,
I will be with my Peanut again.
�I never saw my vision of heaven changing until you left.
...Until weeks after you left.
I always saw my heaven as my paradise,
�Where I would meet with, or wait for,
�My husband,
My children,
My grandchildren.
�Where I would see my parents,
�Grandparents,
And aunts and uncles again.
Where I would either meet with or
Wait for my cousins and their children.
�Where I would wait for you.
�I was the older sister,
I should have gone first.
�I should have waited for you.
I should have been your guide
So you had a warm embrace waiting for you
�From your big sister.
�It should not be the other way around,
�But it is.
So I put my faith
In my Lord and Savior
�And we will be together again.
�Little sis greeting big sis.
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