| "That's a problem?" "It is because I've been having some not so pure thoughts about you,"she blurted out."This was a bad idea. I'm sorry I even brought it up,"Jordan said starting back toward the house. When the revelation finally struck him he hurried as quickly as he could over the snow covered ground and fell into step with her until she stopped. "What are you doing?" Her eyes were very much directed at the feet across from her; afraid of what he would say."Jordan. Look at me." "No." "Jordan. You can't tell me somethin like you just did and expect to walk away from it." "I just did,"she said slowly drawing her eyes up toward his. "Did you expect me not to react to that?" "I was hoping you wouldn't." "I don't know what brought it on Jordan but you've gotta forget it." "Forget it because I'm a married woman? Jesus Brian! Just because I am married doesn't mean my eye doesn't stray to an attractive man ocassionally and that afternoon, just by being there, you made me feel desired again. Something my husband hadn't made me feel in a long time." "Now come on Jordan. Surely it hasn't got that bad." "All I am to him anymore is a babymaking machine. My husband doesn't make love to me anymore. It's just sex." "You know how many women would die to get next to him?" "You know how many women would die to get next to you?" "Including yourself?" "Well.......Yes,"she blurted out. Wrong answer. Before she knew what was happening, she felt a very strong, very determined set of lips upon hers. And without thinking, she returned the gesture. Her fingers twined in his soft blonde highlights as the gesture became more intimate. This was so, so wrong but felt so, so very good. His tongue penetrating her soft pink lips. She hadn't kissed another man like this since she'd said "I do". His lips left hers and softly drifted toward an earlobe. The soft nibbling motion sent fire coursing through her. She shouldn't be feeling this and yet when his lips returned to hers, they were not refused. Damn her body for responding to him this way. Breathlessly she tore away from him. Finally catching his breath,"You happy?" "No I'm not!" "Then why'd you kiss me back?" "I don't know. I just pray to god nobody saw it." |
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