3/24/2005

            Well, I am feeling downcast a bit lately. May be the fact that we are approaching to the big move as well as the school starts? . I will miss my kids dearly. I have a blissful movement of my life when I am with them. As the matter of fact, I have never left them before, thinking about the departure to school, bring tears to my eyes. Geek, It is too gayzzzz. Anyhow, yes I almost cry every time I think about them. I hope they still love and attach to me when I am back in august. Now, let talk about “the crossed nation trip”. It is totally abandoned. I anticipated (constipated) it would happen. Just never mind like we’ve never mentioned before. My wife is automobile phobia, so you know it is kind of understandable. What else in my mind that I want to tell you. Well, I have a lot of dream lately; most of them are in the future. Once, I dreamed about our new home when I graduated. Man, It is kind of fairy tail that I almost burst out and laugh. My wife was sitting near the windows looking outside when it was snowing. Our new member was a girl who was running around in our Manson. Our boys were the “red”, and “blue” rangers who ride the horses around looking for monster. I was doing “Co pa scopy on a patient”, just joking, I was seeing a lot of patients in my office. Man, it was a silly dream but it is kind of funny.

            Our party will be held at a friend house this weekend. It is just a say good-bye party but I feel like it is unnecessary since there are too many guests and cooking. Well, we’ll how it turns out.

            My in-laws are calling and worrying about us makes me feel a bit apprehensively.  I hate when people worried too much about me, so what tell you about what type of person I am.

            On the moving front, we will go back to the plight out plan, may be just selling the van for cheap.