3/18/2005

            Unpleasantly, I got drunk last night. We went to a nice bar next to my workplace. I tried a new beer called SPARE. Man, it is coolest beer I ever tried.  I woke up in the mid of the night. I was walking around my apartment. It is certainly empty now. I glimpsed at my sons and felt really sad and empty because I know we are going to leave our first ever loft.  I started to read up on immunology. The subject was not that bad but it is sparse and required a lot repetitive before you can get it in your memory. Of course, I don’t want to rote memorization but in fact learn the material.

            We woke up earlier today since it is Friday Easter. My wife was preparing the gifts for my sons’ party. We have to drop by to 99 cents store to get a few things for them on our way to school. Both of them are really excited about the party.

            I come to Tanner, a coffee shop next to my wife workplace to review my USMLE stuffs. I come to this place so often that I know almost everyone here. Without a doubt, today is Friday that you feel everyone really friendly. I meet CAT who is taking anatomy with the same professor that I took last term. Man, she is ragging about how bad the professor was. When you are a bit older and experienced, you start to realize that you need to be on your own, find a way to get the job done instead of whining, scapegoat to other people. 

            My vocabulary is pretty much scarce and uninteresting- I have not picked up a lot since high school. From the time when thinking about medical school, I try to get hold of as many as I can. A lot of my recent vocabularies are from valuemd. Holy being, some of these guys are much better than my college English professors.  I would imagine one day I can write as good as these guys, it must has been much leveraging convincing power. Blatantly, Language is so important that it decides on how successful your life and career would be.  Hopefully, I will make a good adjustment in time before I become a doctor.