REACHES OF UNEASE

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THE NEW WORLDERS

 

The land of our future, virgin, wild and free

Ours to fashion once our strong arms work from sea to sea

Our call to freedom from air snuffed with slowly crumbling plaster

Within the towns of the old world where it pinches even to be master

 

Imagining the new course past the still unplotted shore

Penetrating from all sides to nature�s unspoiled store

With mountains tall and valleys rich, we perceive also the day

That our own roads and cities, too, will glory in the way

 

And if we make an empire, �twill be as not yet seen

Not army against army much, but a pressing o�er the green

No Assyrians nor Persians with metallic shields and arms

Will bar a path for freemen with their trade skills and their farms

 

When we approach our new land with passion and ambition

It will satisfy as well our love for sense of mission

We can let forth our work with a spirit the overgoverned lack

And enjoy the rewards without fearing vultures at our back

 

We will map out the outline

We will explore the inlay

Where old powers covet to harvest and mine

We, instead, may yet claim and stay

Whatever wild and wondrous river

Or El Doradic vein

Embodies the Westland�s certain wealth

We, the New Worlders, might dare retain

 

Soon, European not the more

And Englanders not even in name

But liberated on a third and fourth shore

We became something Europe can�t tame

And, because of the unforeseen liberty of thought

The Enlightenment let loose on the nations

Alien banners appeared in the west

And we left our imperial stations

 

North, a brave and able nation

Gave a final dissent from the Crown

With a Protestant sense of moral rightness

They wrote the case for liberty down

And revolted in the name of things due to man

-Though guarding these things only for whites

They pushed away heathens long on the land

As their grasped their inalienable rights

 

South, crimes already more than two centuries old

And criollos half-secure in their rule

Long past the days of the free-flowing gold

Had left only the land as their jewel

As the rights of man sounded in the Old World

And democracy shone in the north

The elites pieced out their new nations

And hoped the new ways would carry them forth

 

But the contradictions unresolved at the birth

Cut into the blessings of the new age

No final redemption lay in the new vision

Those guided by the new light do not fail to enrage

Take the good conscience of the North�s destiny

It�s a quite peculiar thing

So underlain by thievery

And pushing to the silent spring

Once, softer feet trod this continent wide

And traced their progenies� foundations

Now to the dead ancestors who view how we lied

We have added dead entire nations

And the liberated Caucasian spirit

Seems divorced from the call of shame

That a moral man would think should be near it

For treating taking this land as a game

 

We prided ourselves on moralities

We pretended we could keep our word

When we were not a people, but from land and cities

Competing bands, whose greed was not cured

And what one man promised, even with good intentions

Though he spoke for the leaders of his day

And though signed for eternity, with Washington�s consent

Was just a ruse: they did not sell, we did not pay

We impressed on them our alien law

As if honesty were in the treaties� words

But in ruffians' actions the native man saw

The erosion that his concessions ensured

 

In the South, there was no such hypocrisy

No pretense of semi-equal relations

No treaties, but submission; no handshakes, but taking

No deception that the victors honored native nations

The relations were not dictated by ideas of contract

The domination was not self-questioning

There was no humanistic humility toward other cultures

In full power, lands were taken for the King

Proud peoples were ground beneath pure force

And lordship was given to the Crown�s merciless men

Civilizations given one more layer of slavery

Tribes squeezed and set to sicken in the pen

 

Now, after the bright ideals of Bolivar

There is the ferment of Latin modernity

Still possessed of ancient, tangible ways of oppression

So unlike the dissembling ones in the land of the free

Indigenous peoples still treated as sub-European

Poverty, still a means of social control

Hard to struggle for either decency or revolution

In the lands that hold them most sincerely as a goal

 

In both lands, liberty�s call gets distorted

To the freedoms of the newest brand of thieves

Controlling national flows of information

And constricting the resources that each receives

Selling the concept that class interests are obsolete

As they get on with the greater concentration of wealth

Selling with credit what cannot be bought with wages

Letting greed choke off the masses� economic health

 

We play sleight of hand with our old ideals

We laugh at or invoke the next and better age

According to our needs; our rationale is inconsistent

Our policies profit our richest, yet we are baffled by the world�s rage

Where once we worked against slavery, the grossest or the finest

Where once the haughty feared us, and the embattled read our page

Now we use economics to preach a slower evolution

Now we use doubletalk to keep the masters on the stage

 


DAY�S EYES

 

On the early foggy morning

When social conscience called

And the missile race pressed upward

And half of Berlin was walled

And political ideals had credence

Even after a young leader was slain

There were peaceniks and poets and sit-ins

And acoustic guitars on refrain

 

Dawn, with the painted faces

Gathered later, without the protest

The creation of the beautiful new

Not urgent, but born at its best

They went cool to the voices of crisis

They chose not to be on their guard

But to be, without argumentation

Amid a culture that liked answers hard

 

Their objections had cascaded and fractured

Seeping inward, back toward wordlessness

Not playing the game of compulsion

Not responding to claims of distress

Soft drums, and soft eastern wisdoms

Came and passed, without asking for pledges

Hues and spirits welcomed their arena

And kept them from politics� edges

 

For a time, and the time was a wonder

It changed the whole angle of being

�No longer what we say, but what we are�

Suffused their new way of seeing

They met the coarse elements of the world

With reborn naivet�

From a battlefield of right and wrong, their world turned

To the elements of ecstasy

 

Time and time in abundance

As if it took only the opening of doors

And doors flew open in all directions

To a magic that gives, and never stores

Strange symbols arose in the minds of the many

Gambling some moments on the length of the peace

Hoping it was the time, rather than chance conditions

Flowing out in lysergic release

 

Beauty in the fields, in the artistry

Breathless in the psychic creativity

Joyous in affirming liberality

Timeless in the new tribal nativity

Facing clear-eyed the structure of false privilege

Preaching freedom to those caged by scripted power

Teaching laughter to those seeking revolution

Metamorphosing the machine into the flower

 

For a time, and the time was a wonder

Amazing that there was such a way to see

Amazing to them, that they had it in themselves

But amazement melted, for it simply had to be

Though fragile, like the season of the flowering

A brief sidestepping of the machine�s hostility

It was, in its own way, the most open confrontation

Just not being what the machine called on them to be

 

And they smiled in the face of America�s masters

Smiled, drawing from nature�s own free air

Drawing from the open and its powers

The hard story had not caught them in its snare

Dreaming away the racism and oppression

Dreaming away the addiction to needs

Dreaming away the potential confrontation

Tearing the camouflage off the war machine

Courting the conscience that heeds

 

Belief was the magic of the moment

And unfolded, seeking all that it could it mean

Four years after the Missiles of October

The young turned in a direction never seen

And did not shiver at mentions of Moscow

And fingered the lies that Washington pushed for war

And spoke frankly about all the hidden slavery

That the land of the free had hidden in its store

 

Time and time in abundance

As if all it would take was the opening of doors

The young turned away from the praise of competition

Unashamed of a way of life that shares and adores

Looking toward an unexampled emotional richness

Future-loving, not due to the myth of advance

But jumping off the mad logic of our civilization

Saying �yes� to genuine humanity

Believing brotherhood stood a new chance


AT THE CREST COMES SHIVA

 

The heirs of the victors intermarried

With the vanquished heirs of past victories

And together they adopted the new fashion

Shaved their heads, recast themselves, replanned their cities

And uncramped themselves from their histories

They chose what to build upon and what to drop

What to promulgate, and what to leave dried in the ink

In a wisdom of unknown provenance

They lived close to and contemplated the sea

There was peace, there was peace, there was love of peace

And clean human energy, future-minded

Like a stable amphetamine, unreeling

Reward came to the good planning of the intelligent victors

Ruling with those who�d also known success

Like some better attainment infusing the entire won realm

One could taste that the moment was blest

 

Cursed drums was how it sounded

Generations on, and ill-will without excuse

When, with progressive plans still half unaccomplished

The dreamlike world was assailed by an undertow

Of death�s-heads rattles, and barbarous looking young

With a discourteous, slicing way of discourse

Without any prospect of constructive contribution

No appeals to justice lay in their insulting glances

These children of the victors and the vanquished prior victors

Now intermixed beyond attempt to trace

These few spitting out the blessings of the shared victory

No brother-love or openness in their souls

No sharing of the vision, no attempt to make things fit

No elitist hardness, nor democratic counter-call

But, seeming, Hobbes� social id, wearing Pictish finery

 

A strange disease was how it felt

As even the peaceful young consorted with these ways

With an even-handed attitude toward the coarse destructiveness

As if it and the good were merely options on par

And, as these young were easy in their tenor

The elders could only feel it was a failure to reckon

A self-lulling of defenses, a belladonna placidity toward peril

A quiet, acceding energy where there should have been opposition

An embrace of ill-placed meditation amid the vespine malice

A transcendental absorption while the walls were being battered

A strangely fraternal attitude toward those who wanted no reconciliation

As if the young were saying to them �I am not the enemy,

�The children of the enemy are not the enemy,

�Rage on, we are pleased that you have appeared�

 

A machine overdriven was how it smelled

When the rudeness was no longer held back from the streets

A rawness seeking no amelioration

Punching through the air like burning sulfur

Not rendered subtle by public-shielding filters

But blown to full effect by powered machines

The warriors now loose advertised in loudness

Disruption was their victory, their glory, and their claim

No Spring, Summer, Autumn or Winter scents could rule

Where the atmosphere carried the spray of the caustic release

 

An assault on coherence was how it looked

As the young stole symbols from enemies new and old

Broken, and breaking also the symbols of their own tradition

Mixed them both, creating meaninglessness out of meaning

Mocking the careful work of understanding

Stealing wise thoughts, turning them into jumbles

Praising cruel devils, criticizing good men for hidden motives

As if imperfect good were indictable, and true brutishness unimpeachable

The young wore the visual promise of discord

Which at its grossest asserted the unacceptable

And yet, disturbed the most with assertions the least comprehensible

 

Rising leads to belief that victory follows victory

The winners understand the temporary, but are blinded by eternity

The lunar pull allows them visions of upward breakthroughs

Even after the upward pull and earthly gravity come into balance

The upward force sustains a people in their elevated state

And gives duration to the good that a people achieves

At the crest comes Shiva

The signs proclaim that the wave is thinking to break

Nothing that is built up can reverse achievement�s essential fluidity

As the coherent make-truth comes to face anarchic ones

The young, adhering to their favored role

If they cannot be the heralds of the Rise, become the heralds of the Fall

The same force that gratifies us with elevation

Is felt yet more intensely when released in the crash

Thrilled by the dynamism of standing in self-contradiction

Trusting ultimately in a myth like that of the Phoenix

The favored young gladly affirm the downward trend

Trusting themselves to be invulnerable to true destruction

Acquainted with the myth that only hitting bottom allows redemption

Having a faith in the cycles of the world

Having faith that once the bottom is hit

All will not be lost, and the new will have its chance

Having only an abstract appreciation of the prospect of laying bone-broken

As the living either course toward the hard, jagged rocks

Or toward a beach, to be stranded, or sucked back into the flow

The myth of the Fall breaking, just like the myth of the Rise

And time begins again to teach us, from the bottom

With Shiva standing above, in peak vitality

 

 

 

 



THE LAST GOD

 

Our understanding of higher forces has always been translucent

Unsatisfied, we cast stories more definite

And the constructed definitions bring their own persuasion

Postulated beings, impossible to refute

Holding sway over minds, if not over reality

As we try to confute belief with observation

Making our position in this world less destitute

 

Beliefs become the cornerstone of a civilization

And alter jarringly, as that order must move on

Synthetic, as they must be credible to two opposing classes

The rulers and the ruled, the compellers and the compelled

Early on, empire tolerated various beliefs among the conquered

But once empire needed, beyond submission, the allegiance of the masses

Radically various religious ideas needed to be dispelled

 

Empire has a way of destroying the credibility of the old gods

Who were relied upon, and failed to protect those devoted to them

And, while one may admit that the reasons of fate are beyond the human ken

And one may suffer the moment of bad fortune, awaiting vindication later

As time goes on without deliverance, the old gods, too, become mere shells

The investment deinvested, and unwillingly freed men

Are psychically flattened, and know to hope for nothing greater

 

Temples decay, and the only god left is the lawgiver

The only god believed in or desired

Meting out hard paths to his believers

On the difficult but promised path to a better fate

The spiritually outcast must decide if to accept

The one last way, or count as pious deceivers

Those who claim they know the cause for our forsaken state

 

 

 

 


EISENHAUER

 

Earth, ball of iron

With its thin silica shield

Its face of lighter elements

Propped up on the iron weight

When the surface creatures writhe

From the taunt of impermanence

Some will follow the iron extrusions

Press their will on the workings of fate

 

Hewers of iron, having sensed its currents

Pushing the material course to manual intent

Their biting tools will seek the veins of mountains

Creatures� hard labor exercising the will to press back

Their hearts attuned to the tenor of the massive metal

Slow and grave below the landscape�s fluctuations

Pulling magnetically on the blood and the will

Keeping the work teams steadily on attack

 

Uncorroded iron will slice the world�s resistance

Implements and shields will hold a domain fast

Within iron armor lay protection and endurance

As cast metal breaks the Earth to our hand

With iron devices we uproot and replant

We show the effectiveness of human calculation

None will deny our fatefulness as we

Refashion to our vision the face of the land

 

 


HELIOS

 

At times I feel, not like a person

But like the aether through which other things flow

Not possibly a particle with a vulnerable existence

As the ungifted do try to show

The human story does not bother me

With its ominous or ailing turns

I thirst to affirm all its dark counterpoints

In my depth, as my highest hope burns

 

In my breadth, I am the aether for Helios

As he refutes the unwanting infinite latency

Understanding no weariness, radiant always

Defining for each the role of spiritual agency

Not awaiting some future aeon

Not overwhelmed by the much larger past

Letting us cycle again and again to the open

Saving our awareness, and holding it fast

 

From the solar encyclopaedic thirst

We diffract into material diffusion

From wanting to stream out into the all

We mix our ideals into the worldly confusion

Our fumbling souls misarticulate our will to return

To the Sun, the unfailing reminder

Best when silent, we yet clatter world-mixed aspiration

True to base, step each step, longer blinder

 

They slice my palm vertically, the blood runs down

I feel the fluid�s vitality

But it is a crude earthly ritual

Which accents the upward gropings of animality

Unescapable in this heart-beating moment

As we stand, braced by life�s emergency

We are not yet sand, but deep, rich soil

Not clear, but fertile with urgency

 

 


ARGON

 

I hear that I travel unaffected by others

That I travel, I would know

I remain untempted by the world�s interchanges

I feel complete in my holding

Though on the surface, I shiver

With the most remote sympathy and perception

My truest sisters and brothers

Are those undisturbed by the flow

As the majority always rearranges

In solid combinations or folding

Looking for the next change to deliver

A rightness that will withstand exception

 

Emergence is always at play

Time, a problematic addiction

Always pressed by a minus or a plus

Always wanting the good or the better

And, when good, wanting time to stop

Not wanting to flirt with good�s passing

Trying to believe in the power to stay

Trying to forget good�s contradiction

Not complete in themselves, unlike my kind

Not happy with the solitude or the fetter

Wanting to drink in or to pop

Starved in freedom or drowned in amassing

 

There is no ill-will in nobility

In self-confidence, no false manners

My lack of hunger seems to rankle some

Even my lack of wanting to be master

I carry the right quantum of pride

Yet pass proudest of leaving no trace

To what I pass, in unconcerned civility

I show the most subtle of banners

To which, perhaps, none of them will ever come

And I do not mean them to come faster

But the interchange will quietly confide

The balance that hunger does not let take place


CLAIMING THE SILENCE

 

All the words, that were so hard to learn

Seem to us like the keys to the world�s course

Yet, when the rain is over and the water just drips into pools

The mind encounters a questioning force

Perhaps, when the work of words has gone far enough

Words themselves are meant to move on

Perhaps, what we�ve tried to break through to with words

Can�t be seen till the words are gone

 

And that which is here before us

And that which we take to make sense

Sifts beyond our most careful phrasing

And returns us to half-knowing suspense

Doubt suggests we rely on the wrong senses

Doubt suggests we just wait at the station

Doubt suggests some landmark that words leave us near

Beyond comment, is our true destination

 

As verbal propositions multiply and bog down

Mysterious counterpoint, silence

Enters into the lexicon of civilized minds

Like art intruding on science

Like the richer understandings upon falling asleep

Where the wakeful mind has baked substance away

Silence enters the struggles and banners above

And suggests the prize that words stalk away

 

It says nothing against consciousness

It says nothing against reasoning out

That what we seek and identify with our eyes

We must feel then, or remain without

And, if we believe in essences

And believe in intentional forces

Then, the things that present themselves to our eyes

Might be felt through unto their sources

 

If words tell us where our kind can aspire

If words teach us steps to the dance

If words show far rivers and sacred places

Where unknown parts of our souls feel a chance

If words inform us that a wise man once lived

Or unexpected things humans go through

Or any realities we�ve not experienced or seen

We must be thankful for the work they do

 

But if the very train that gets us there

Does not let us disembark

And we spend all our days traveling the rails

Trying to steal some cerebral spark

We might learn well to pontificate

And make our conclusions sound ironclad

Bluff assurance that, in the safe of our minds

We�ve all the answers we wanted to have had

 

But the leftover truth seeps through us

Felt in pauses, in a more quiet minute

The positing half says what it can, partly well

Feeling poor each new time it must begin it

Feeling tempted, in the world�s pregnant twilight hours

To follow the soul�s oft unrewarding demanding

To climb hills and mountains under the starlight

To reach past, to direct understanding

 

 


 

 

 


THE CASTLE IN STONE

 

All the surface knowledge

Answering the widening thirst

Occasionally rests in corners

While it displays the ways it is versed

Yet, looking toward the depths

That want me to place them first

I feel the claims for my entire mind

From spots where loyalty is reimbursed

 

I feel bright, but, then, I feel shallow

Compared to things that carry weight

I drop in and out of the substantial

Able yet not to be dyed by fate

And, though I think I follow a duty

In no particular does that duty find a mate

I sift through the elements of the big picture

I have a flame that no one fuel can sate

 

I come to the castle on its home ground

The wind is sweeping, the sky overcast

The wet stone confronts me with knowledge

Its deep reality catching me fast

Not wanting an entry in some mind�s inventory

Wanting to come first and last

Drawing my awareness to the inescapable

Trying to push ranging ways to the past

 

It seems not as if the stone blocks

Were cut from anywhere

All their history seems rooted in this place

In a different angle of time

They feel neither quarried nor transported

Not preceded, but the original base

No, though I know it couldn�t be

With a form so obviously created

Still, its own hour seems the start of all hours

With a self-dominion that will not be frustrated

 

I will not be captured

I cannot be fixed

And tied to a single perspective

Nor gain the solidity

Earned through the thoroughness

Though I need it, as a corrective

For, I do not know when I�d be free again

If I descend, as if in a well

Or if my whole course will be redirected

Once some specific grabs me in its spell

 

Though the quest for the overview

Itself is open-ended

Itself, a capture that may never run its all

Yet, I feel no threat

Compared to some foreign home-ground

No peril to my personal control

Though it disillusions me greatly

To now see the flaws in the higher view

I prefer the valleys in perspective

Though the neatness I see is, partly, untrue

 

And yet, the Castle seems to pull on my loyalty

Its claim on me, I cannot explain

Were I to give in to it only the once

It would then have claims it could retain

The Castle is built for keeping

And wants to plug me in, I know not how

For one more step in some unfulfilled mission

Anchored by a resolute vow


NOT ALL THINGS

 

The questing mind wants to grasp the whole world

Wants to know the meaning that encompasses all

In its health, it sees things affirmed in sunshine moments

When subdued, it sees shades only revealed in light�s fall

 

Some things are not meant to be grasped as knowledge

And as the day-worn spirit recovers in a shaded room

If sensitive, it senses things as fleeting shadows

And those observing the hour may mistake it as gloom

 

Far away, then, stands the sunshine understanding

Drawn off of, perhaps, but well muted

None are destined to have them both at one time

Some beliefs come only when they are suited

 

Some things are never actual, always potential

Whispering near us in their potentiality

And when our fingers go searching out our inklings

We dispel them with our concrete mortality

 

If we cannot seek the all, what should we seek?

How can we choose what parts are worth the trying?

What do we do with our thirst for the universal?

How can the best in us need such denying?

 

The work we are called to will not show us all things

Nor whether destiny is real, or our construction

Though we sense we can contact any part of the whole

We all cast wide, and then settle for reduction

 

Those who can�t let go of the encyclopaedic pull

Must become canny toward the way that knowledge grows

There do come times when the questing mind

To learn more, must relax some things it knows


 



     

Copyright � 2006 George Raymond Schubert

 

 

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