"If I feel physically as if the top of my head were taken off, I know that is poetry."                                                                           -Emily Dickinson
Hello
My friend
Important things reveal themselves
When careless eyes do blink
How are you?
Rhetorical questions don't count
Ask away your days
Direct your simple interest away from me
A fools life in brief
Not MY idea of a night out
Im deep like the sea
You are far from it
Idiots gestures
Prove dense your reality-encased
Blast!
Off goes the cap
My life, in all directions running
It quickly disappears
Too bad you suck as baseball
...Till' death do us part
The past / A maze of meaning / Molds my current state / Memories form my manual / For life. / Each situation a part of me / stays with me / I am not as wise as the tree out there / I have not endured centuries / But I grow / And change with the seasons
Sitting in the shadows
Posessed by my quiet nature,
I contemplate a plan for my existance.
I observe those dumbfounded creatures
Wound up in the hype of the typical life,
I feel a different species.
I hold my values and happiness dear to my heart
As do they,
But my values are not theirs
My life sometimes passes me by on these days.
And it is then, I question my purpse;
If I am truly alive,
Or a dead girl walking.
I yearn for a sunny sky
But I know the clouds will stay
Until another day.
Open
No
Shut-pause
Open
Damnit!
Close-wait
Squeeze
Open
Still here...
In this Hell.
Close
Squeeze
Stay.

Rivers beginning, Dreams drifting
Thoughts sifting, Mind lifting

Here-stay
Smile
Flood
Blood-running
Light-Coming

...me?   Flying.
Crowd pleasing
Stomach weasing
Adrenaline teasing
No reasoning
People reading
Stories pleading
Media feeding
Brains bleeding
Government training
Ideas raining
Soulds draining
Robots remaining
Worlds stalling
Bobs falling
Voices calling
Fools crawling
Life ending
Admittance pending
Gods sending
Them all to Hell.
I'm void of reason,
Without a way.
I am stuck within this grasp of life.
It holds so tightly
Can't it loosen its grip?
LET GO!
I need to breathe, feel again.
I struggle to get away...
A battle lost.
We see murderers as what they are,
But who ever thought life could kill.
For I am dead-but it still holds me here by the throat
Looks are decieving.
There are ways I feel sometimes
It's easy to see through my transparency
It's not a normal way
If it's not your way
Not a normal way
Not a normal day
Nothing is right unless it's yours to argue
You make it your own
There are things I see sometimes
Just take a glimpse through these shades
Of pink, black and green...
Just colors you've never seen
Places you've never been
I wish you would see...this is me.
There are things that I hear
Things noone should hear
It comes, it goes
Through one ear and it knows
It comes...it goes
And out the other.
Just listen for the voices...
Not your own voice! Anything but your own voice.
In circles. Thinking accelerating. A million miles a minute. Of things long gone. Things today. And things I wish were here to stay. A dried up pond, My optimism becomes. Falling. Spinning in circles.
Gasoline
Running on empty
Running from empty, for empty
Put on your sprinting shoes
Ready, Set, Go!
Standstill, steadfast
Going nowhere quickly
That behind you will outdo you
That champion of the race
Running on empty...
The past just passed you by
A glimpse and run
to the sun I run
I see your stare
Not really here.
Not really there
Not really anywhere
Not on this earth
You weren't at birth
Somewhere else
You were somewhere
Anywhere but here
A heartless place
Don't show your precious face
For you will glare
And barely there you will stare.
All poems on this site are copyrighted by me! Take them and die a painful death
I just started writing to express myself recently. Dont take anything I write about too seriously. A lot is hypothetically speaking. I write when I see feelings I like or dislike, people I long for or fear, and anything else thats on my mind at any given moment. Enough said...Read on.
*NOTE* All pieces of writing on this page are written by me, Heather Stone. If your going to use one of them which you probably arn't, at least be kind enough to tell me/ask me ahead of time. Thanks. I hope you enjoyed it without being too cirtical lol...Come back for updates often. I will be adding new and improved ones as soon as I get the brainpower and the time to do so.   {Feb, 2003}
The white within my black and grey.
It seems so near, yet far away.
The thunder in my day of bright.
Aching pain, so wrong, yet right.
Void of nonsense, void of truth.
The rollercoaster of our youth.
Standing still in fast paced streets,
We ponder over lifes defeats.
A heart's afire, reaching out like misplaced wire, open armed and anticipating the touch of a passer by. Eyes locked, forming a tunnel from soul to soul. All sense falls through some black hole. Entranced by the pupil, forgetting everything your conscience has threatened before. The irrational is now seemingly destiny. The reel of possibiltiies begins to turn. Forgetting the credits, because this show has just begun.
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