| Its only when you start asking questions your preapred to answer, that you really find the meaning of life. Like, I've got these mood swings I go through that make me think of everything from how it would feel to be dead, to freaking out about lack of milk in the house, to contentment with just being able to breathe another day. And seriously, If you could no longer breathe one out of wack day, I would think you would grow to love that feeling. Luckily through my mood swings and jibber jabbering to everyone that knows me well enough to go through it with me, I do learn to appreciate my life in ways that some people do not. I don't have to lose things to understand that they are important to me. I dont have to gain things to understand the pleasure in having them. Its all about being happy with what you've got, and going with the flow of it. In my mind, life is now. Its not what happened yesterday, although that did bring us to right now, nor is it what happens in a moment, or even eternities from now. Its all RIGHT now. But this now is everchanging. So all you can really do is take it in, right? Things will not always necessarily go as planned, or follow the way they went in your memories. So you've just gotta be content with what you do have, Thats true happiness. . Someone once said, "Let the rain come pouring in and wash out this tired notion that the best is yet to come." To find true happiness, you have got to look life in the eyes, and tell it your willing to take whatever it puts in front of you. No less...and no more. And live not for days gone by or the days to come. Loving the opportunity to experience every moment, good AND bad is where you will find that happiness. Ask away your days, but be able to deal with whatever answers you are given, and whatever realities your faced with. The answers we get, are not always the ones we want to hear. And with that, Good'now'!!!! :) |