| Sunday November 24, 2002 |
| It's been so long since I last wrote here. Sorry Ive neglected my site. Im trying to update this thing as I best see fit so bear with me in the next little while if you can. Im somewhat settled in here in St. John's now. All seems well. Ive been finding it hard to find people to take the space the loss of my old friends has left but besides that Im dealing. I expected more out of this move, but you have got to play with what your dealt...and you've got to realize that theres a reason for everything, it will show itself in time. Sometimes things fall in place so perfectly that I begin to think life is really going backwards. I miss Alberta alot now that Im not there. but things change and you need to learn to move on and accept those changes and they surface. It doesnt matter how big the change, but how you deal with it. I plan to go back to visit my old friends some time soon. You honestly never know how important people and places are to you until they are gone. Thats so true. Moving has made me a more grateful person now that I have realized that. You have to cherish the things in your life that you hold dear to your heart because you never know how quickly they can be taken from you. Ive been reading alot lately and learning as much as I can from the time I have... Some people go through life and take it as it shows itself but you really have to look deeper...find a bigger meaning. Theres alot there when u read between the lines. Well I will write more when I get my actual journal back...Ill post some entry's from there as well... These writing may seem very insignificant to some, but rest assured, they do touch some people and help them deal. Thats my only hope for this. Life isnt exactly easy and it is mighty difficult to try and figure it all out from scratch. If your given advice, take it! Free knowledge is a gift from the soul! The most important one of all. Until next time.... Heather Stone |