Did I feel that loss?
Will it ever go away when it comes to reach into my soul and steal my heart?
'Cause if that's what love is then I would rather pass on the so called "opportunity of a lifetime".
I have quoted and I have lived to see my rise and fall over and over again.
  These are the depths of my eternal darkness where I can be found laying here on the bare, cold ground, naked and  alone and starving for your love.
When you come for me and take my hand, I beg you to never let go.  I will lose myself again if you turn away and leave me for this dark. 
I if had one wish it would be to know you are here with me , beside me, in the dark with me, holding my hand and keeping me safe.  
Reach into my heart and feel the blood-red pain I have for you.  It's no longer warm in my heart.  It's no longer safe in my heart.  And it is no longer in one piece.

Caroline Roschuk          7/27/04
   
This poem was written for Kevin H.
My Eternal Darkness
My Eternal Darkness
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