Watchful
and observant,
I
separate myself from the ways of the world
And
turn aside to reflect…
It
is as if I sit at the side of the way
Quietly
watching all busy in their own way
Wondering
at the ties that bind
One
passer-by to the next….
There
are those happy souls
Who
merrily follow the walks of life....
And
something stirs inside and yearns
To
be a part of their happiness.
There
are those who go by
Carrying
with them clouds of grief –
And
again….
You
wish to be a part of their gloom
To
alleviate the heavy burdens
That
are carried on weak shoulders.
There
are those who walk by
Oblivious
to others around them…
Caught up in their own sphere of
existence.
And
every once in a while,
There
is someone who chances to look over…..
Perhaps
a fleeting look or a simple smile
And
it feels as if
There
is indeed a place for me in this world.
It
is only too likely
I
will never see that person again
Or
even have an exchange of words……
But
in that single moment,
There
is that one bond that exists
As
if a sign of hope
Of
that which could have been
Had
fate been kinder.
It
is that one moment
That
is indeed perfection in its essence…..
For
a single moment it is only us
In
a solitary place –
A
place where words have no bearing
And
the realities of hopes and wishes abound….
Where
the distance is so little
Yet
you are so far from touch…
Where
all flaws are welcome,
Because
these are the flaws
That
make one human…
And
also make you so endearing to me.
Then,
Just
as soon as it begins,
It
is over.
Like
blowing sand in the wind,
It
is near impossible to grasp a single grain,
And
I again return to that same existence,
Wondering…..
How
does one define those ties?
Those
strings that bind one to another,
That despite being unseen
Are
very much a reality.
Those
ties that bind us to loved ones,
Bearing
the strength to carry one
From
one day to the next.
Ties
with those who come and go in life,
And
despite being transient,
They
leave in some way a lasting mark.
There
are even those ties
To
ones that I have yet to speak with,
Yet
to meet one day…..
So
fickle these relationships can be,
And
so unfaithful are these bonds,
Though
one would never foresee it being so.
But,
One
tries to take it all in stride
And
take from these souls
The
light which they have to offer….
For
each individual carries a unique gift.
And
then it becomes my task
To
accept that gift,
And
carry it with me as a treasure…
A
treasure that withstands all tests of time
And
shines eternally.