the depths of life
shadowing my steps
hounding my heart
breaking it in half

the shards of glass
reeking of pain
slicing my heart
cutting each vein

the pain of guilt
shattered and torn
cutting deeply
making my heart mourn

the hurt deep inside
tearing me apart
breaking my heart
and paralyzing what was left behind

the cool glance
the light breath
the chills felt deep within
me, stepping forward with only sing

destroying the feeling
the happiness that was had
letting go of the fantasy
bludgeoning my heart

i stare at myself in the mirror
do not know what it is that i see
do not know myself
i am not me

i was cast away
lost in the sea
i look in the mirror...
that is not me